chapter:30

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by kookiemello

by kookiemello

(y/n)'s POV

When my eyes opened, I found myself in a hospital bed. The nurse quickly called the doctor after seeing me awake. She asked how was I feeling and said that I was unconscious for three days. My eyes widened.

I thought that everything that happed 3 days before was just a dream and I couldn't remember how did I end up here. But I was also feeling like this would be so good if Mark was actually Jungkook. Just then I felt someone's step coming toward my cabin. He opened the door and a lump formed in my throat and again I felt paralyzed. I couldn't move or say a thing. Tears were pooling inside my eyes. I was too weak to stop letting it flow. I was in total disbelief. I said in my mind that it was all true then?

He came towards me and my body stiffened more. I couldn't feel myself. He gently stroked my head and kissed my forehead gently. Then he held my hand in his palms and sat down beside me. He told that," For me today you are in this state. I am responsible for your condition." Tears filled his eyes and started dropping down. One drop of tear perpendicularly dropped into my eye. I wanted to say that no you are not.

Then he again said that,"Even if I love you more than anything in this world, I can't see you in pain because of me. So I have decided that I will leave and never come near you. At least you'll be okay. That is my biggest gain. Goodbye love. Just know that I love you the most. Take care."

I wanted to scream and tell him to stop. Not to go. How can I let my love go away from me when
I finally found him. His steps continued to go away from me. He gave me one last deep look and stepped out of the room. I still could hear his steps go further away from me.

I needed to do something. Something very quick. If I let him go this time I would never get him back. I pulled out my canola from my hand and got up from my bed. Still I was in immense pain and blood started pouring out of my hand still I don't know how I suddenly had that power in me to go and stop him.

I started running. My body couldn't hold anymore. Still I ran. Blood trails continued to fall on the floors. I couldn't spot him and this made my heart clench. Still I ran along the corridor bumping into others. And I finally spotted him. I screamed his name making myself wet in tears.