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I want/ rm

This made me cry when I read it, sorry if you will. I only cried at like the beginning lol but if your confused I'm doing a part two to this maybe if you guys want it ❤️

"Y/n?!" Rm yelled out as he saw your body limp on the floor

He ran as fast as he could but something was holding him back, he couldn't reach your body in time. He saw as everything went black as his body hit the floor

He has to be dreaming? Why would you do this right? When he is right there to talk to, only one call away, only one foot away, only one damn turn of your body and he's there, wanting to know every single secret of yours

Wants to know you weakness, your fears, you sadness, he want to know who you are!

But you...

"Sir? Can you hear me?" His vision started to come back slowly as he saw the nurse with a small light looking at him

Everything started to come back to him slowly, as he heard the loud thud, as he ran upstairs, as he saw your body begging for air, as he-

"Sir? Talk to me" the nurse said but he didn't say anything. He wanted to know why! Why didn't you talk to him!

"Why?" He whispered as the nurse looked at him worried

"Why didn't she just walk downstairs and talk to me?" He whispered as he stared up at the ceiling. Why didn't you? I mean you could of, just 30 feet away and you would be in his arms, but you didn't, why y/n hmm?

You can't answer it right? You didn't know what the hell was happening! You didn't know he wanted you, that he wanted to touch you, that he wanted to learn who the hell you were

"Can you move your arm for me?" The nurse asked

"She didn't want to cuz she was scared" he said as he looked over to see your body sitting there

"You didn't want to cuz you didn't know who you were" He said as he looked into your eyes

"Namjoon, can you move your ar-"

"You didn't think that I cared" he said as he kept his eyes on you

The nurse looked over at the chair to see, a normal chair, but why was he looking over there?

"You didn't know what was happening" He kept on going as he just stared at the chair

"You wanted me to know that you were hurting?" He asked as he sat up

"You can't move, I need you to lay back down-"

"You left me cuz you wanted me to feel the pain you felt" he went on as he puzzled everything together

"You want me to suffer like you did" He said as he started to turn his body to yours

"I wanted to leave this place joon" you finally speak up

"No, you wanted me to feel everything you did. Your going to control me so I can do every little thing you did. From the happiness to the fear. From smiling to the screaming. From the peaceful life to the scared life" he said as he cocked his head to the side a little

"You want me scared, you want me to cry in a ball, you want me scared to make a move like the world did to you"

"Sir, what are you talking to?" The nurse asked wanting to get him out of this trans that you put him in

"I won't be scared" He said

"I wont be scared on what you are going to make me do"

"Joon, come on. You know the things I can do" you said as you stood up and walked over to the window on the other side of the window

You were wearing the pink sweater that Namjoon gave to you, with your long black hair to the side straight as the moonlight hit your face only bringing out the features on your pale face

Namjoons eyes followed your figure as he payed very close attention to you

"I'll be scared that you are not with me anymore"

"I'll be scared when I can't hold your body when I'm scared"

"I'll be scared when I'm lonely and I can't touch you" his voice cracked

He wiped the tears off his face as he continued

"You want me scared to the things I would do that has you in it. You want me to be in pain wanting to touch you"

"Is that it? Is that what you want y/n? Cuz you'll get it"

"You finally put it together" you said as you walked over to him

"I want you scared of me" you said

He looked down, but when he looked up you were gone. He lost you

He can already feel the fear creeping on his skin as he got goosebumps

You have control over him now

You can finally make him scared of things that you were scared off

You can finally make him feel the pain you did that he just laughed at... your in for a treat Kim Namjoon