i dont love you/ yoongi

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this is kinda sad, just a warning

"i love you"

"love you to.."

after 4 years of saying that, maybe he got tired of it, maybe he really does love me, but just tired of saying it right..?

i would do anything for him, i would run in front of a train for him. he's my everything.

"babe, are you ok?" you asked as he was looking kinda upset

it was a long week for him, always in the studio working very hard

"there's something that has been on my mind for the past year... i'm not sure if i should tell you though y/n" his voice was soft. he finally looked you in the eyes as he couldn't hold contact for more than 5 seconds

"do you want me to explain, or just tell you straight forward?" he was getting upset, his body started to shake, making you hold your breath... scared on what he's going to say

"forward... please" you voice was shaky, knowing it was something bad

he grabbed your hand and held it, your hands were ice cold, as his was slightly warmer

"i-i'm so sorry y/n.." tears fell from his eyes as they landed on his cheek

you started to get tears as your body started to shake also

"i don't l-love you anymore.."

everything stopped. tears fell but you can't feel anything, your whole world just... stoped spinning. you felt your body being brung into a hug, but you didn't feel his warmth anymore

everything was...cold and scary

you can't believe this, the man you loved for more than 4 years, didn't share the same feelings anymore. why? why does this have to happen now?

you guys were talking about getting married, and having kids

having kids... but the man you wanted baby's with don't love you anymore, he don't care anymore, he couldn't care less about you

"y/n... please understand that i have always loved you baby-"

"baby? really? you just told me you don't love me anymore and then tell me you always loved me? your trying to sugar this all up, it's not going to happen like that yoongi. you broke my heart, and you can't fix it. i love you... i wanted to spend my whole damn life with you, and half of me still does, this, this is what i feared. all these years, were they a waste?"

"none of it was a waste, i still want you y/n, my feelings for you just disappeared.." he looked you in the eyes again

shocking he was hurt to

"i never want to let you go.." he sobbed out

that night yoongi slept at namjoons down the road, you looked at the bedside table to see a picture of you and yoongi smiling at each other... what happened?

a tear came down as you wiped it, you turned on the bath water and relaxed just wanting the day to end



might do part two, i hoped you enjoyed!!

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