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You cut yourself hyung line

❕self harm ❕kinda long (not proof read)

Jin

You had enough of it! You were sick and tired of all the hate you get thrown at you! You cry every night cuz of it, and Jin's not there for you cuz of his fucking tour that you are not aloud to go on. Jin was still on tour today and will be for the rest of the damn month. You have been doing something that you really don't regret, but will if Jin's sees the scars. You have been cutting yourself! It lets out the pain in your mind. You made it a habit and did it every morning and every night. You had about 20 cuts on your arm, and 10 on your thigh. You entered the bathroom as you rolled up your sleeve and your shorts. You got the blade box from the cabinet and opened it up taking 1 blade out. You turned the sink on as the tears came to your eyes "your a bitch" "your a fatty" "your ugly" "your not good enough" was the thing Jin heard as he entered the bathroom having his heart stop. He waited for a second as he heard you yell out in pain. He frown his brows knowing you would never do this. He walked over to the bathroom as he dropped his phone, and the glass of water he had in his hands making you drop your blade

"Jin" you breath out as his eyes were on your arm and thigh as they pour out in blood. "No no no!" He yelled as he ran to you hugging you as he kept cursing to himself. "Why? Why would you do this? You know I'm only one call away! You could of just called and me and you could talk it out!" He was getting upset at himself and at you. "Its all my fault"

I really think if Jin's sees his girlfriend cutting herself, he would deeply think it's all his fault for not noticing, and if you didn't make it, that's where every night he would sit there, thinking about you and beating himself up for it seeing it. I think he would cry and blame himself

Namjoon

You had been doing it the past week, and still doing it. Namjoon was home, but for some reason this whole week, army's decided to just throw as much hate to you, having them tweet you thing, comment them, and there is even a website that you are on making everyone see your bad side. Namjoon knows that it's a thing for this week, for them to send me hate. He was tweeted it more than twice, but they still do it. Well, you walked into the bathroom, closing the door as you stood in front of the mirror as you had the knife in your hands. You looked up and down your body as you decided it's time for everything to end. You turned on the bathtub as you got in with your clothes on (some 13 reasons why shit) you got the knife as you leaned back thinking if you should really do this. You leaned back up and took the knife and cut your wrist as you applied a bunch of pressure wanted to loose this battle. You breath in and out quickly as you moved to the other wrist and did the same. You leaned back as you closed your eyes, waiting for your life to be gone

Namjoon walked into the bedroom to see water coming out of the bathroom. Thinking that you had feel asleep again in the bathroom and forgot to turn off water. He chuckled at you forgetting things. As he walked to the bathroom, he noticed the water had a tint of red. He frown his brows, thinking nothing of it but confused. He opened the door to see you lifeless, he ran to the tub as he wrapped his arms around you body feeling you are freezing. He ran out of the house, as some army's are at his door. They saw him crying, and him hiking your body, knowing that it's their fault...

Namjoon would be the same as Jin. He would stop you, and hug and kiss you and tell you everything is ok, but if it's were you don't make it, then that's where he would beat himself up for it for not noticing it earlier on

Yoongi

He walked into the house to hear that it was very quiet. Thinking you are just asleep, he made himself some ramen and then went to the couch to watch some TV. As he heard a big crash, he threw his cup and ran upstairs. When he ran into the bathroom, he stopped to see bleeding from your thighs, and seeing you turn cold. He called 911 as he held his hand over your deep cuts

"Hey, it's going to ok," he went on thinking you can hear

"Don't loose this y/n" he started to get mad and upset

"Don't leave me" He let the tears fall onto your arm

"Your all I have" He said as the ambulance came to the door, and took you from him, which he didn't like

He wanted you in his arms, thinking it will be the last...

I think he would think it was his fault. I think that he would want to know about it, if he saw you doing it, he would freeze, but then come and hug you and tell you everything is ok and will kiss you, making sure you know he is there for you

Hoseok

He knew you had cut yourself before, from depression and bullying, but he never thought you would do it again. You had promised him you would never do it again, but you broke that promise a week ago. You cut yourself on a ancient, but you kinda missed that pain, so you started to cut yourself again. You cut yourself on your thigh, cuz Hoseok doesn't really look at your thighs. Well, tonight he did. He wanted some sexy time with you. You couldn't say no, but you tried for him not to, but he really wanted it

You guys were making out as his hands went up your shirt as his hands rested on your thigh, but he soon pulled away from the kiss as worry and concern was written on his face

"Baby" he breathed out as you didn't dare to look into his eyes

He got off of you as he pulled you by his side, lifting up your skirt all the way, seeing the cuts and scars

"You promised" he said as he looked up at you

"I'm sorry" you said getting upset as you started to cry

He held you in his arms as you cried out your pain

Jhope would be very upset. He might be confused on why you even did it. He would hug you, as he told you everything is ok, and that he loves you. He would be upset at himself and you