Welcome to my World (私の世界へようこそ) -BL story-

Found Out

DAMMIT!! Kyo knows that Dean's been forcing me to be his sex slave.. How.. Did he find out.. How.. Did he know..??? I-I have to lie to him.. It's the only way.. But what can I say?? What can I tell him?? I don't even know what he knows exactly!? This is just a big mess! It was supposed to be a secret.. Something between only Dean and I.. But how.. Did Kyosuke find out!!

"H-has Dean.. Been forcing me to..." I gulped, still shocked at the words and unsure of what I should say.. I needed to come up with a lie.. And quick.. But what can I lie about, I don't even know how he found out and I don't know exactly what he knows. Maybe it was from this morning when he walked in on Dean and I.. I mean that was a pretty bad situation, it would have looked sketchy to him.. But then again Dean could have said something to Kyo when they spoke afterwards.. What if-- WHAT IF THAT'S WHAT KYO AND DEAN WERE SPEAKING ABOUT IN THE FIRST PLACE!! But.. What was that bang.. And that doesn't explain the part about Kyo wanting to protect someone..

"Yes, please answer honestly" Kyosuke walked towards the desk and lent against it, crossing his arms in absolute seriousness. "W-Why would you think that??" I asked him, both flustered and nervous. "Please just answer my question.." Kyo answered. Dammit! He knows I was trying to by myself some time and get some information out of him so I knew what he already knew.. That way I would be able to lie around what he already knows. Kyo's too smart.. I can see him.. Watching my every move like some kind of eagle. Smart and cunning. I quickly glanced up at him, his eyes were staring straight down at me like two daggers piercing my soul, it was a lot like the way Dean was staring at me on the night at the party before I broke into his room. I looked away as soon as I saw him.

I bet he can already tell.. I bet he's watched me and knows what I'm thinking.. He's almost like a mind reader. A sweat drop formed on my forehead as I stared at the ground trying to think of a good lie.. Only nothing was coming to mind.. I was stuck and I didn't know what to do. I couldn't help but repeat in my mind 'he already knows.. He already knows.. You can't lie to Kyo..'. With the words repeating like a broken record player I found that every idea I had was slowly fading and the only thoughts I had left were those words, endlessly repeating over and over.

"I see.." Kyo finally spoke. "Eh?! NO! It's not what you think!" I yelled desperately, the words still running through my head. "He- he just.." I tried to find a simple excuse but it only felt like I was an injured animal and he was an eagle descending down upon me, I was unable to move or run. The desperate tone and the nervous posture surely gave it away.. He knew it already.. Whether it was me who confirmed it or it was something else before he spoke to me, he knew. Kyo was too smart to be fooled by someone like me.

After a few moments of silence I just nodded in defeat, not wanting to say anything else. It was game over in this argument.. I have never been able to lie to Kyo ever, I couldn't even win an argument against him.. He just.. Knew how to read me.. Knew how to study my movements and words in detail to get the truth.. It was impossible for me to win against him.. I don't even know why I try..

For a few moments Kyo just stared at me as I looked down at my feet. I couldn't see him but I could still feel his eyes on me, like an Eagle. "From now on you are to stay away from Mr Taikuro.." Kyosuke finally stated, walking towards me. What?? Stay away from Dean?? I can't! It's part of the promise!! I have to meet him in the library every night or I'm dead! Kyo you can't do this! You don't understand.

"What! No!! I can't!" I yelled at him in desperation. No! No! Please Kyo! You don't know the situation I am in! Please!! Listen!! I quickly spun as he walked past me and I grabbed his Navy blue school Blazer, stopping him from getting to far away. "What do you mean 'I can't' '" Kyo asked, stopping as I took his blazer in my hand. His voice sounded cold and angered, I couldn't see his face. If I didn't know any better I would assume that he was trying to hide his expression from me.