Thoughts

Friends

There's an unpublished poem in this book.

There are a couple, actually
Ones with too much emotions
Ones where I'm not comfortable sharing those thoughts with the world.

But I was rereading all these poems
Especially the ones from my depression.

I'm so happy now
I'm tearing up writing this but I'm so fucking happy now

I don't want to die
I want to live

I have so many amazing people in my life who I'm so grateful for

And reading those poems and thoughts when I felt like I had no friends, felt so alone

It's so different now there are so many people around me
And they're good people, even the ones I'm not super close too.

And I don't know if it's god or the universe or karma or what it is that's given me what I have now

But whatever it is,

Thank you so much.