September 4th, 2014
It's pretty hard to manage and take care of seven people. Just the other day, I was talking to Yoongi about his feelings for Jimin. I told him that Jimin's straight, but it wouldn't hurt to try. He said, "Sorry, but I don't give a fuck anymore. I'm gonna die alone anyway." I hate it when he's so pessimistic. It just makes it harder for me to fight my dark side. Perhaps I'm being selfish, but he never used to be this way...I miss the old Yoongi.
I can only hope that his mental state gets better. He won't let me help him....At least Taehyung talks about his thoughts. I considered not buying him one of these journals, but ultimately decided to. I'm sure there are things he thinks about but doesn't say out loud.
I'll try to update this regularly, though I shouldn't make promises to myself.
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The Bangtan Diaries | 방탄소년단
FanfictionThe tight group of friends have grown old and moved aside to let their children take over. But when Jimin dies, his kids find his diary in the attic of their childhood home. Upon requesting that their friends check their parents' homes as well, nine...
