September 14th, 2014
I'm so fucking empty. So fucking tired. Why do I feel so alone? I have friends around me that love me and care about me and all I do is push them away. I don't let any of them know how I truly feel about anything. It's like I'm just a shell of a person at this point. I mean, it's not like I don't feel, I do. I feel so much. I just don't let anyone see it... Sometimes it's like none of them get that, though. They all think I'm just a robot or something unfeeling, unloving. Stone. Inanimate. I don't even fucking know what I'm writing anymore. Maybe Namjoon understands me. Or is that something I tell myself to lull myself into a false sense of security? Whatever. I don't care.
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The Bangtan Diaries | 방탄소년단
FanficThe tight group of friends have grown old and moved aside to let their children take over. But when Jimin dies, his kids find his diary in the attic of their childhood home. Upon requesting that their friends check their parents' homes as well, nine...