Jungkook's 1st Entry

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September 6th, 2014

When I first received this notebook from hyung, I never thought that it would be the outlet I needed. It's really hard for me to express my feelings with words...I'm not good at speeches and stuff like that like Namjoon-hyung and Yoongi-hyung are.

So, okay. I'm dating this girl Iseul. We've been friends for a long time and we go to school together...but our relationship just seems kind of empty? She's not good with feelings either so we never talk about them. At first, I really liked it because we were never weighed down and we just had fun together, but now, her emotional unavailability is driving a wedge between us. I try to open up to her and get her to open up to me, but she just shuts me down. I'm not happy... 

I don't really know what to do. Hopefully writing these things down will help me figure stuff out.

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