Changes BOOK 2 ||Tray Bills & IamJustAiri

Conversations,

*Airi's POV*

"I don't think that's a good idea" I said not turning back.

"Why?"

"Because"

He grabbed my arm and turned me around to face him.

"Don't get to close" I said as I moved back.

"I'm not trying to do anything to you I just want to talk"

"What if I don't want to talk? What if I'm not ready to talk? you know what I wasn't even ready to see you yet"

He walked towards the bed and sat down while looking at me.

"I only want to talk" He repeated.

"Fine" I said as I stood there looking at him.

"You don't have to stay by the door"

I sat down on this chair that was across from him.

"Go ahead" I said as I crossed my legs.

"Do you hate me?"

That question definitely caught me off guard so I just sat there staring at him for a couple seconds.

"I don't hate you I just don't like you if that makes sense"

"Why" He asked not breaking eye contact.

"Because you played with my feelings"

I felt my eyes getting watery again but I still didn't look away.

"I don't know why I did that, you were the most important person in my life and I really fucking hate myself for doing that to you"

"Yeah you fucked up"

I could tell he wanted to look away but he didn't.

"I'm sorry"

"As much as I want to say it's ok I won't because what you did was not ok"

"I know that Airi! I'm fucking trying to figure out why I fucked up what we had but I can't"

"This is not going to get us anywhere so I'm gonna go"

I stood up and felt him grab my hand.

"You really want to leave?"

I turned around and looked at him.

I was extremely close to him,

"Are you going to be ok?" I asked as I let go of his hand,

"You don't care so why ask"

"I do care!"

Without a warning he just kissed me....