Shawn Mendes Imagines

45. Really Soft Birthday

EXCUSE ME BUT THE VIDEO OF ZUBIN'S SON WISHING A "HAPPY BIRTHDAY UNCLE SHAWN" MADE MY HEART DIE SLOWLY

⚠Turns a bit dirty towards the end but that's really soft⚠

Shawn's perspective

The click of the automatic lock of the door of my condo indicates me I can finally breathe like a normal human being, without being disturbed by some random people in the middle of the street or by intrusive journalists. It just feels good to be home.

I take off my favorite shoes and carefully set my guitar case on the ground before taking off my denim jacket. One hand in my hair, I try to fix it a bit. It's more a habit than an actual "need", but I can't help it. Once I'm all done, I make my way to the kitchen and notice an open packet of cookies on the island. A small smile tugs at the corner of my mouth when I realize they are Y/N's favorite ones. I then grab a water bottle in the fridge, the original purpose of my visit in the kitchen.

After all that, I finally decide to reach my room and, as I do so, I take the sight of the most satisfying thing in the entire world. My gorgeous girlfriend sleeping on her tummy on the plain white sheets of the king sized bed.

My heart still jumps every time I see that view. It's pretty new to me actually. Y/N only took the step to come and live with me 2 months ago. Before that, even though our relationship started almost 1 year and a half ago, she didn't feel ready. She wanted to wait and I've always respected that. But now, when I have the chance to see things like that, it makes my heart so soft and it inspires me so much. She always inspires me, but the peaceful state she's in when she sleeps is even more inspiring.

As I take a few steps towards the bed, I can feel my lower stomach doing flips. Y/N has a strong impact on me and she doesn't even know it. When I finally made it to the bed, I slowly and carefully try to climb on the bed and make my way to her, hovering over her without touching her body. I don't want to wake her up yet.

As I approach her a bit more, I notice she has her earphones on and her phone is next to her face, on the mattress. As I listen with attention, I can recognize the melody of Sweater Weather by The Neighbourhood. She loves that song. She plays it all the time, sings it all the time and I know she can listen to it on repeat. I don't judge her. Not at all. I'm probably the same when it comes to Daniel Caesar.

The more I look at that precious body beneath me, the more I feel the need to feel her against me. I need to get her out of her sleep now. I want her with me. I want her to feel loved. That's how I start peppering the skin of her exposed shoulder blade with soft and gentle kisses. At first, she doesn't move but I won't give up that easily. I place more kisses on her shoulder and she slowly starts wriggling a little. It's only when I touch her sensitive neck that I catch a smile on the side of her face that I can see.

"Shawn..." She whispers, still half sleepy.

I grin too. She is beautiful and I still wonder why she chose me over another guy.

"Yeah, baby ?" I ask, still covering her body with my kisses, my lips lingering on some precise spots.

"What are you doing ?" She giggles.

Her cute little noises make my heart swell. She is adorable. She looks so innocent when she just woke up.

"I'm just enjoying your presence here with me. I love you. You know that, right ?"

She tries to turn on her back while being framed by my own body and when she finally manages to do so, she finds my eye with hers and stares at me for a while.

"Of course, I know it. I wouldn't be here if I had some doubts, dummy."

Her tiny fingers make their way to my face and caress my cheek gently while I'm still looking into her eyes, my arms supporting me from falling on her delicate body. After some precious seconds, she tries to steal me a kiss by lifting her chest from the mattress. She manages to do so and I can't help but smile during the kiss.

"Shawn..." She says after breaking the physical connection between us. "It's your birthday, babe, and we haven't anything planned. You're turning 20, you have to do something." Her voice is still really low. As if she didn't want to disrupt the silent room.

I exhale through my nose and close my eyes as I put my forehead against hers. Her arms wrap around the base of my neck to play with the messy little curls I have at the back of my head.

"I have you, darling. And only you. That's rare when we can spend time alone together. So it's enough for me for now. And you know I'm leaving for Amsterdam this weekend, right ? I can catch up with all that there with my friends. Don't worry about that. That's just a birthday and a number."

As I open back my eyes, I can see her already staring at me. I peck her lips once more and stare at her in response.

"I need you." I state calmly.

It's true, I need to feel her. In the most loving way possible. I want to love her. I want to make love to her, not only fuck her. I want to worship that beautiful body in front of me. I want to make her feel gorgeous.

"You can have every part of me, Shawn, you know it." She whispers and I can already glimpse goosebumps on her soft sweet skin.

I want to take my time, to enjoy her. So that's what I do. As I push the hem of her black tank top up, I take my time to kiss every inch of her stomach. I can already feel her muscles tighten and react in her belly. Her breathing becomes immediately uneven and I find that really endearing.

"Can you take that off for me, princess ?" She obeys in the following second and displays her perfect naked breasts for me.

I continue my worship of her body until my lips find the waistband of her cotton shorts. They have to go too. And once again, she obeys.

A few minutes later, we're both naked and ready to show each other all the love we have for one another. The feeling of her skin against mine is such a delightful sensation I can't get enough of. Once I'm sure she is 100% ready, I can finally push slowly and delicately into her and prove her how much I love her.

It feels different than the other times. It slower, more sensual, even... better ? We are so close, so so close. Our lips never breaking the contact, our skins heating, our moans synchronized. I can feel her nails starting to scratch and dig in my back. It hurts but feels so good at the same time. Our bodies are in tune and provide pleasure to the both of us.

"Shawn..." She whispers out-of-breath.

"Y-Yes, baby." I answer between two quiet moans.

"I-I think I'm close." She says and closes her eyes due to the pleasure rushing in waves into her body.

My thrusts are slow and steady. I want to feel every single inch of her and I want her to feel every single inch of me.

"Good, sweetheart. Let it go. I'm right behind you."

With thoses few words, she reaches her euphoric state and starts trembling. That's enough for me to come too and collapse just right next to her. We take a couple of seconds to catch our breath and once it's done, I capture her lips again and kiss her several times before laying back on my side of the bed, pulling her close to my slightly sweaty body by her waist.

"I love you. Thanks for being here. Thanks for accepting to move in with me. Thanks for spending my birthday night with me." I whisper, my heart pounding fast in my chest, against her head.

"Happy birthday, Shawn."

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A few things :

1. Omg Shawn isn't a baby anymore 😢 He is a real man now.

2. I just realized that I'm currently, right now, at the moment, where Daniel Caesar was born.

3. If you like (or love like me) The Neighbourhood and especially Sweater Wheather, their most famous song, you should definitely check mendesfeelings 's imagine inspired by that song. That's the 11th imagine in her Shawn Mendes Imagines book. It's a masterpiece. One of my favorite imagines of all time.

Oh yeah and lately I've noticed a lot of reactions, interactions and manifestations on my book and it truely warms my heart. I've been working on that book for one year now which isn't always easy for me because English isn't my first language. I want to thank you all for that ❤