It Starts With A Bra (COMPLETE)

He tried too hard, maybe a little too hard,

Clary Point Of View
    It's February, February 12, meaning Valentine's Day was in two days. But that doesn't matter. What really matters is that I catch myself looking at Jace, and thinking of him in an inappropriate way. He's my boyfriends step brother, I can't think of him like that. Jace is the least important thing on my list. I'm also trying to decide what the flip flop Ronald is going to do! Will he try to have sex with me?! Because I'm not ready for that! Like at all! Izzy and I reconciled, she still thinks that I'm being an idiot for going out with Ronald, but I've decided that she's entitled to her opinion. The bell rings, indicating that schools over. I walk towards my locker to get things in. My teachers don't give out home work on Valentine's Day week, since they all have love lives and don't want to have to check and correct homework. Izzy grabs my arm and turns me around. I gasp as I look at her. "You're coming with me!" She says and starts dragging me down the hall. I gasp as she does.
"What?! Izzy! No! Stop!" I gasp. She keeps dragging me away.
"C'mon! We have so much to do! Victoria's Secret, waxing, shoe shopping, dress shopping, Sephora shopping! We have to gooo!" Izzy whines. I let Izzy drag me to her car and drive off to the mall. I can't, right? I can't lose my virginity to Ronald Yet....right? Maybe you don't like him? Maybe you don't like Ronald. Sure I'm not attracted to him, but i love him...so it's settled, I'll let him take my innocence. I love Ronald, and he loves me back, so I'll do it! Izzy takes me to sephora first. I re stock on concealer and blush to hide my freckles. I then grab red lipstick and pay for it.
"Wow, isn't that a little too much?" Izzy asks.
"Ronald doesn't like freckles," I explain. Izzy stares at me, she then sighs and walks away. I follow her out.
"I still can't believe that you're still with him!" Izzy says angrily.
"Izzy, he's my boyfriend!"
"Well he doesn't have to be!" Izzy snaps. "Let's just go," She says. We walk into a shoe shop and get red shoes. They were blood red with a little bell on each side. They also had strap on their ankles.

They fit perfectly, or as perfect as heels can fit you. I bought them, and we started walking towards dress shops. It took me hours to find the perfect dress, I went through a lot of dresses that looked good on the hanger, but not on me, until I finally found the best dress, it was the same shade as the shoes, it was a low front strapless dress with a heart shaped top.

After Izzy's approval we went to the last place I wanted to be. Victoria's Secret. "So, I think you should buy classic lingerie so you don't have to deal with the whole stupid outfit." Izzy says. She then holds up a pink bra and panties with red lace on top of it.

I stare at it in slight shock. "Uh,"
"Go try it on!" Izzy says as she shoved me into a changing room. I sigh in defeat and change.

Jace Point Of View
I don't know what the fuck I'm doing... I look at the chocolates and flowers I bought. I bought these just in case I change my mind on Valentine's Day. I've been debating if I should tell Clary how I feel. Because i now know that I'm in love with Clary, whether I want to admit it or not. I sigh at the things I bought. Well, if it fails then I'll go to my moms grave and give her the flowers and eat chocolate with her. I look up and see Clary at a store window. I walk closer to the store window. I see Izzy shove her into a changing room. I look up to see the sign of Victoria's Secret. Clary then comes out of the changing room in lingerie. I should be estática in seeing her with so little clothing. But instead I'm disappointed. She's obviously a virgin, she's covering herself, and feels uncomfortable in lingerie. I doubt that's for anyone but Ronald. And fucking Ronald is still cheating on her. I've caught him with Kaelie in bed so many times it's basically routine, I angrily walk away from the shop. This has got to be some sick joke!

~Valentine's night~

Clary's Point Of View
I sigh as I wait outside of the Herondale's house. The door then opens to show Jace. He looked so casual. He looks at me, up and down. "Uh, I'm here for Ronald," i say.
"Uh yes, he'll be right here," Jace says. "You look beautiful," He whispers. I blush and look away from Jace.
"Thanks," I mumble.
"But..." he then wipes away all my blush and concealer. "You look better with your freckles," Jace says. I blush even redder. Ronald then appears at the door, pushing Jace out of the way.
"Hey! You ready?" He asks with a smile.
"Uh, yes," I whisper.
"What did I say about freckles?" Ronald asks angrily.
"Uh...sorry," I murmur. He rolls his eyes.
"Let's just go," He whispers as he walks past me and gets into the car. I sigh and go with him. We had dinner and talked, but the topics weren't great. He was very pissed out about me not wearing make up. He kept telling me how I had to wear make up to look pretty for him.
"Why are you so mad?! It's my face!" I complain.
"Yeah, and I have to see it every damm day!" He says. I look at him in shock. We stay silent for the rest of the night. Eventually we get in the car. He starts driving away from where our house is, but i didn't pay attention. Finally he stopped in an abandoned parking lot. He took off his seatbelt,making me look up and finally notice my surroundings. He grabs my face and starts kissing me.
"Ronald, what are you doing?!" I ask in between kisses.
"What I've been waiting for months now," he murmurs. He takes off my seatbelt and moves to the passenger seat, squishing me into my seat. Is he really trying to have sex with me?!
"Ronald, I'm not in the mood." I say pissed off at him. He keeps kissing me.
"But I am!" He says. Panic starts rising in my chest.
"Ro-Ronald.." i say afraid.
"Don't ruin this," Ronald hisses. Tears fall down my cheeks.
"Ronald Stop! STOP IT! PLEASE! STOP!" I yell. I keep crying as he slides his hands up my dress.
"You have lingerie, you want this," He says.
"NO! Ronald Stop!" I yell. But he doesn't. He slides his hand into my most private place, but before he can touch me, my adrenaline kicks in and I shove him away. "I said no!"I yell. Ronald just looks straight ahead.
"You're telling me, I've been waiting, almost a whole year...for you...and now that i should be able to have you...after waiting so long...you're saying no?!" Ronald asks. I just stare at the boy I thought I had feelings for. Ronald laughs. "You actually think you can do better than me?" Ronald asks me. "Clary....you're damaged..." Ronald says with a laugh. "You're the returned stuffed bear that doesn't have an eye. No ones going to want you....I barley do and you deny me the one thing I want?"
"I'm not...I'm not a broken toy..." I say, my voice shaking.
"Yes you are Clary...yes you are....why else would you be with me?" Ronald asks. "You don't deserve to be with anyone, being with me is a privilege for gods sakes," silent tears fall down my cheeks. I know he's right, I don't deserve to be with anyone. I'm too broken. I wipe my tears away quickly. "See...what did I tell you? Now you're fucking crying, see? This is the shit I have to deal with with you, " Ronald says.
"Shut up," I say angrily.
"What did you just say?!" Ronald asks me angrily.
"I said shut-," I get interrupted by a strong punch, I gasp as I curl up into a ball, flinching away. I hold myself tightly, trying not to break down. I get out of the car as fast as I can. I grab my phone and get an Uber as I keep running away from the car. Ronald turned on the car and was coming towards me. Lucky for me and Uber pulled out before Ronald reached me. I got in and went home.