A day with Jennie Kim | Jennie x Reader

Chapter 9: Worries

Y/N's POV
„I can't be in a relationship with you."

I saw a tear rolling down her cheek.

„So you were just playing with me? You made me fall in love with you just so you could break my heart afterwards?!"

„Jen... It's not possible, I'm just a manager and you're an idol.... I'm not worth it."

I could see more tears appear on her face and I just couldn't see her like this and closed my eyes.

„No... it's okay.... I'm never going to fall in love again. I HATE YOU SO MUCH Y/N Y/L/N. DON'T TALK TO ME EVER AGAIN." She screamed and ran out of my room.

I sat down onto my bed and grabbed my head. Tears falling onto the floor, I could hear somebody closing the door of my room.

„Y/N? What happened?"

It was Jae's voice, he sat down next to me and patted my back. I looked to the side and just hugged him.

„Oh my god I love her so fucking much Jae but it just isn't going to work." I started sobbing on his shoulder.

„You should calm yourself down and sleep a little bit, if you need somebody to talk to.... I'm there for you."

I nodded still sobbing and he stood up going out of my room. I just kept staring at the ceiling for 30 minutes until somebody got inside my room furiously.

„WHAT THE FUCK DO YOU THINK YOU ARE DOING HERE?!" Lisa screamed at me and Rosé holding her back „DO YOU THINK IT'S FUNNY TO PLAY WITH HER FEELINGS LIKE THAT?!"

„Lisa stop... you don't know his part of the story." Rosé said calmly but Lisa just stomped on the ground.

„WHY SHOULD I LISTEN TO HIS FUCKING STORY, HE BROKE HER HEART."

Lisa just walked out of my room slamming the door and left Rosé and me alone. My tears starting to fall again. Rosé sat next to me and hugged me.

„Rosé? Did I decide it the wrong way? Did I really just hurt her feelings for my own good? It just wouldn't have worked out for us. I'm just a boring manager and she's an idol." I started sobbing.

„I understand your worries Y/N.... but she really loved you. I don't know if it was a good decision but I know something for sure. Your love should overcome these worries."

Rosé stood up and gave me a last smile before leaving my room. I just hugged my pillow, starting to scream into it.

'I'M SO DUMB DUMB DUMB'

A/N: Fuck. I got sad while writing this, my heart hurts... how the fuck do people write stuff like this without dying.

Btw sorry for the short chapter but I didn't want to start the next day in this one.