Not this time.

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Something just isn't the same now. I don't know. Maybe it's just the fact that I've just lost one of my best friends. Maybe it's because the one guy I actually like and who actually likes me, lives over a thousand miles away.

Maybe it's.. I just don't know anymore.

Nothing feels the same. I just feel empty. Like something in me died. I feel like it's important but I don't really know what it is. And it's killing me.

I don't know. Maybe.. I just.. I don't know anymore. It just seems like the happiness I did have in my life had just been drained. Out of no where! All of a sudden! How ever you want to say it. But it's just.. gone. And I don't think it's conning back this time.

No.. not this time.

Not this time.

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