stimulate ☞ yoongi

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clichés

i can almost feel that someone is following me behind my back. i was walking through the toilet because i excused myself from lina that i need to pee. i guess im destined to utter any excuses towards people.

with one last glance and still, even shadows doesn't tell me that they exist. perhaps im being a paranoid.

i heave a sigh when i finally arrive at the toilet. since it has no gender sign from its above, it is a public toilet, meaning it's random. as i was about to twist the doorknob, i heard some faint footsteps, causing me to mentally squeak from the sudden sound. im not used to sudden sounds because i get startled right away.

and guess i was right. someone was following me. i barely see that the person was trying to walk silently but ended up walking fast since there's no students are displaying themselves on this place. i guess they don't want to stay up long.

since i was in a constant motion, i immediately open the door and shut it with an abrupt reaction but someone suddenly push the door, causing me to practically stumble backwards, but luckily i manage myself to balance my weight.

we were at the midst of debating whether we shall close the door or let it open. the person was too strong that i couldn't ever imagine. it was unexpected because i thought it was a woman who was following me because his footsteps do sounded like heels. but i guess i need to assume the person as a man.

i even scrunch my face, collecting all my strength to close the door. sweats are all poured from my body. my nervousness just tell me to push more further, because im scared that he might do something severe actions towards me, since we're arguing in the toilet.

and since im out of energy, i suddenly let go of my strength from pushing to the door as the person accidentally fell above me.

it sounded cliché and so cringy as fuck that I've seen this scene from those drama that I've watched once, that a girl had fell on the floor but the boy catch her as he lose his balance and they accidentally fell on the floor then stay there for a while, meanwhile, they were staring into each others eyes.

my head hits on the floor as i hissed in pain because it abruptly happened. his weight is so heavy that i couldn't even let out my breathing. i guess im going to suffocate, but guess what is the reason why i stay like this?

his scent.

it told me to stay although his weight is kind of heavy.

it told me to smell it.

i obeyed as i close my eyes.

not even daring to care if who own the scent.

but suddenly, someone spoke.

"enjoying staying like this? don't worry sweetie, we can cuddle in the future." i immediately open my eyes as it grew wide. it was kang min soo above me, while grinning like a maniac.

"please get out of my fucking body!!" i immediately push him off of my body as he started to laugh off of his lungs but still on the floor.

i quickly stand up and fix myself even though the floor was clean.

"im not kang min soo woman. it's handsome for you." he let himself stand up as he fix himself as i do a while ago.

"but i just called you yesterday." he raised his eyebrow, looking confused.

"ahhh. you are the woman who gave me that folders right?" i nodded. "well, your welcome because i already gave it to the right owner." he grinned as i frowned.

"im confused."

"you are not believing me woman. i told you im not kang min soo. it's genius, or handsome, or babe, or baby, or honey–"

"stop with the pet names!!"

he chuckled.

but his chuckle sounded strange in my ears. it's differently beautiful that i don't even know why did i just thought about how aesthetic his voice through my ears. why am i spacing out with him?!

"sweetie it's not pet names. it's nicknames." i rolled my eyes and crossed my arms.

"why were you even following me?" i asked, almost with a tone of teasing him. and why even teasing?

"i uh.. girls are everywhere. im not comfortable." he scratched the back of his neck while he was trying to hold back his sheepish smile even though it's really visible to see.

"but why did you follow me? im a girl so why?"

"because you're a woman."

"but it's still the same."

"sweetie, it's not. the spelling made them sounded different." i stomped my foot and glared at him. "stop doing that you're making my heart go insane." he whined and touched his heart.

and for fuck's sake,

he pouted like a kid and i thought it was ugly in my sight,

instead i stared at his face for a while, as if admiring his beauty.

it felt like his actions are in slow motion as imaginary flowers were slowly thrown above him.

why am i even daydreaming about this nonsense fantasize scenes?!?!

"you're not normal i assume."

"you're right because you made me insane." he obviously whispered at his words but i at least pretended that i didn't hear anything.

why is he even acting like this?

"ha ha ha. you can't make me fall for you no matter how or what are your strategies." he rolled his eyes.

"i was only kidding around woman. but the reason why i followed you is because i don't want to make you feel ashame because you call me by other's name. you understand now?" i frowned. but im not confused.

"the hell?"

"yes, it's 'the hell.' this school is hell. and don't worry sweetie, we will see each other tomorrow."

he winked and started to walk away, leaving me frozen behind.

something inside me is telling me that he's important but half of me is just let him go and pretend to be like i never know him.

why is it so confusing?