stimulate ☞ yoongi

j. (╥_╥)

non normal

"i didn't see you yesterday." mint guy poked my shoulder as i could sense that he made a pout.

i rolled my eyes and continue to study. i am at the library today and i guess he followed me again that's why he's here with me, so annoying as fuck. i have a biology test after this break, science oral presentation tomorrow and a math assignment that is necessary to pass after my biology. really stressful right?

"shut up im studying." he sighed and looked away, according from my senses.

"you're not even studying, you're just reading." the hell dude.

"why you—" he placed his finger on my lips and shushed.

"no cursing when you're in the library, hoemie." he smirked and started to walk away, leaving me frowning.

i sighed in relief because that mint guy just fades like i want to. i continue to understand the words from the book that i was peacefully reading.

i really want to pass this subjects so bad because my parents thought that im weak towards education, because they only supported my brother, who is now a well-known dancer in seoul. they never notice something about me, something about me that i always considered as special. but the thought about it makes me hurt even more. because i just look like a ghost when im around there.

i moved an apartment because i don't want to hear their compares from me and my brother. i don't want to depressed myself by hearing their negative words about me.

jung hoseok, i did not ever see him as my enemy because even if my family only loves him, he still treats me like his sister, as if he's my true family. i only want to prove them all that i can do better than hoseok.

as i was about to flip on the next page, someone softly tap my shoulder as i tilted my head.

"what do you want." letting out a sigh again, i continue to read.

"there's so many girls out there that's why i want to stay here." i rolled my eyes from his; as if begging voice to stop those flirty girls who are trying to seduce him. well except for lina.

"and? you can find some other seats but why even here." i sounded like i am mumbling, but i know he can still hear me, because i am still focused on the book.

"because you're peaceful." i exhaled and rolled my eyes for the hundredth time now.

"stop talking please."

"i just want to talk to you."

"not now. you're disturbing me."

"but girls—"

"aish stop talking about those women just ignore them."

"i tried. but they won't stop squealing when i came passing by."

"but im a girl."

"no you're not." i turn to look at his face, while giving him a confused look. he was smirking that i couldn't even sense it. "you're a baby." he slightly giggle while looking away.

honestly, he look like a child when he giggle, sounds cute with a mixture of annoyance.

in response, i showed him my middle finger and continue to study.

"get out." i mumbled with a sigh.

"no." he crossed his arms. "do you want me to help you for your biology test today?"

i widen his eyes and mouth parted, looking at him.

"how did you kno—"

"shhh! quiet! this is a library!" the librarian shouted while glaring at me.

she even shouted stfu.

"librarians are so confusing." i said as i heard he chuckled.

"i know right." i slightly chuckled back, earning some silent gasp from mint guy. "you just chuckle!!" i shush him as he silently squeal.

"why do you look like a happy person?" i slightly smack the back of his head, he was still smiling.

"because deep inside, there's darkness from my past until now." he smirked and winked at me.

but i rolled my eyes and ignored his answer, as i continue my studies.

because deep inside, im depressed like he is too.