I honestly didn't give a thought about Allison the entire time I drove to lunch. I mean, I couldn't control my feelings, right?
As I pulled into Subway, excitement ran through me since I haven't seen Alexa in awhile.
"Lay lay!" I squealed as I got out of the car, and ran over toward her, hugging her.
"Rachel!"
"Oh my god, I haven't seen you in so long!"
"I know!"
We walked into Subway, but I was thinking of telling her about Harry.
And it was eating me now. What have I done to Allison?
I might've just ruined the chance of Harry and her getting back together.
We ordered our food, and I couldn't stop thinking about Harry.
"I need to tell you something." I finally say as we sat down.
"What's up chicky?"
"It's really serious."
She raises her eyebrows. "Okay?"
"I kissed Harry."
Her eyes widen, not even cracking a smile.
"And I think I like him." I say quietly.
"What the hell?"
"I'm sorry!" I exclaim. "I don't know what happened!"
"Well, I think you kissed Harry."
I roll my eyes. "Well no shit."
She laughs. "That's the Rachel I know and love."
"But Lexa, please don't tell anyone. Especailly Louis or Allison."
"I wont I swear. But what if they do eventually find out?"
I pause. "I don't know. Just deal with it."
"And what if the world finds out?"
"Deal with it."
"Do you know how much shit you are going to get?" she asks, a little concerned.
"I've faced plenty of hate before."
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I drove back to the boy's house with Alexa, but thankfully Louis wasn't there, or I wouldn't have agreed to go.
I haven't talked to Louis since the day we broke up. And I don't even think we could've carried on a friendship at all. I couldn't stand to be around him, much less even have a realtionship with him.
He sickened me.
We walked through the door, memories flooded back. But it overwhelmed me. Everything came back. From when we first met, to our breakup. And now I would never feel the same about Louis. Not after what he did.
"Sorry if this is hard for you." she whispers.
I walk hesitantly into the livingroom where all the guys were. Except Louis.
"Hey Rach." Liam says, greeting me with a warm smile.
"Hi Liam."
"Hi Rachel! Vas Happenin?!" he yells.
"Are you high?" Alexa asks.
"Maybe." he says, a huge grin on his face.
I laugh, feeling a little more comfortable.
"How are you?" Harry asks, patting the spot next to him on the couch.
I glance at Alexa, and go sit next to him.
"I'm fine."
An awkward silence fills the room.
"So where is Ari?" I ask.
"Visiting family." Zayn says.
I nod. "Nice. So you guys are back together for awhile now?"
"Yeah, we have been for awhile."
I smile. Nothing much has changed between the guys. Or at least three of them.
"So should we watch a movie?" Zayn suggests.
We all shrug our shoulders in approval. "Sure."
He takes out Grown Ups and puts it in.
Half way through the movie Alexa and Liam went upstairs, for some unknown reason.
God, I hope it wasn't for what I thought.
Harry started drifting off, his head kept falling on my shoulder.
I nudged him, almost scaring him.
"Hm, what?"
"You're falling asleep." I whisper.
"Oh sorry."
"It's fine."
He smiles and rests his head back on my shoulder.
Then he gets up and heads upstairs.
What the heck?
I followed him upstairs, sick of this. We needed to talk.
I knocked on his bedroom door, and he opened it right away, a smile on his face.
"Hi. We need to talk." I say.
"I know. Come in." he says.
I sat on his bed, my hands on my knees.
"What happened?" I ask, confused.
"I don't know. Maybe we just changed." he says, sitting beside me.
"How's Louis doing?"
He looks at me and sighs. "He's a mess."
"Really?"
"He misses you like hell."
"Well that's his fault."
"Stop. He never cheated on you! Get it through your head! He loved you! And so do I but you're supposed to be with him!"
I get up and go to the door, fighting back tears.
"I'm done Harry."
I open the door and run into Liam's room and see him and Alexa making out on the bed.
"Oh my god." I say.
They look up, and Alexa gives me the "Really?" look.
"Um, sorry." I say, backing out, closing the door.
I turn around, wiping my face off and run into Harry.
"I'm sorry." he says, hugging me.
"It's fine."
"I feel awful."
"Did you really mean it?" I ask, looking up at him.
"What?"
"That you loved me?"
He sighs. "Yeah."
I rested my head on his shoulder.
"I love you too Harry."
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Taa daa! Dont hate Harry....hehe I love all they boys so much... :)
So, it's 2:11 right now :) And im not even tiredd! :D
So the picture is Louis :) >>
Video is I Won't Give Up by Jason Mraz :) OMG i freaking love this song. But it's a cover, so something different for y'all. >>>
Thanks for reading lovliesss! :)
~Lizzie :) xx
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Fighting for Love [Louis Tomlinson]
Fanfiction{Previously known as What Doesn't Kill Us} I, Louis Tomlinson, lost the love of my life to a lie. A lie made up by someone who had no reason to screw with my life, much less ruin it. Now, I'm broken hearted, watching the girl I'm still madly in love...