since i see you in her arms 🖤 ( Byler : ST )

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a pain strikes through my heart each and every day,
and no, 'tis not because of the Shadow Monsters' ways,
for the love of my life grows further away each day.

I have identified the problem, the curse of my love:
when she appeared and I was gone, t'was like the meeting of two doves,
and now that I see that, I try to hide my jealous heart away,
and heck, I was successful for 353 day's.

I loved you for so long, I know you still remember,
that night from three years ago in November,
"the demogorgon, it got me." never had I thought that in a week or two,
something so large would change your life too.

I walk behind you two everyday,
forever in hope that he would hear what I mean when I say,
"I fear I won't heal, oh Mike, how this has ripped me apart."
though you stay forever unaware that you're the cause of my broken heart,
now I look at you and cannot see into your eyes,
now when I talk to you, all I ever hear are lies.

I see, I know, I feel that you don't yet understand.
that all your true feelings are kept away in a distant land.

three years back, I wished so hard,
that that feeling would stay in your heart,
and that, now that, would show you what tore us apart.

when I had you to myself, I was much too shy to tell,
and now that I am aware of this, my life has turned to hell,
I want nothing more than to have you back,
now since I see you in her arms.

// authors note: sooo yes this is about Byler (Mike & Will) from Stranger Things! I ship Mileven a lOT but idk, I thought this would be fun to write.

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