i'm not one to usually rant or talk about my feelings.
i've never been the type of person to never tell my friends when i'm sad or anything, my reasoning is that i'm burdening them with my feelings.
another reason is, i'm afraid.
it sounds stupid, but im the type of person to get attached to anyone, so easily.
i've had so many people, both toxic and amazing, come and leave my life.
it hurts.
even when they've done so many horrible things, it still hurts to know, someone you trusted, so dearly, would hurt you so badly.
writings always been a passion, but it's also been such a therapy to me.
writing always helped me vent out my emotions and help me release all my stress and anger.
feels kinda stupid writing all of this but, it helps.
and for a moment, everything feels ok.
-cookie"i read our old messages
i laughed
i cried
but i guess i'm the only one"