some nights i don't know what to do anymore
i lay in bed thinking about the past
all the memories of us crying and laughing together
our dreams we once shared
i cry now because of them
my toxic family
my mother who sees me as a worthless bitch
my brother who doesn't give a shit about me
i'm tired of the world
i sound like a fucking emo kid but it's the truth
maybe i'm just going through my teenage stage
but whatever it is
all i know is that i'm tired
and i wouldn't mind going to sleep forever