sometimes it just gets too hard to even breath
i really wanted to get better
i really has hope again that it would all be alright
even after i got diagnosed with depression
even after i was told by my mom i couldn't have therapy because i was an embarrassment and an attention whore
even after i found out my friends were saying i was just another attention whore
even after everything
i just wanna go back to being happy
to being carefree and alright
to being fucking happy
i just wanna be okay again
please
i'm just so tired of having hope only to get hurt and hate myself for it
i'm tired and i just want it to stop
