i've lost my appetite
i used to love food and things like that
and now
i can barely swallow without wanting to throw up
even writing this makes me feel horrible
every time i talk to someone about my feelings all i feel like is an attention whore all because of everything people have said about me
i was once confident
i was once happy
once i loved myself
and now
i can barely look myself in the mirror without breaking down
i just want it all to end
