The Girl In the Hoodie (STOPPED ATM)

Part 3

"Well...how about you trust me..."

I was instantly shocked by this. I was about to write back, but then suddenly the bell rang. I tossed all of what I had written at him and quickly left the classroom.

"Ummm...why do yo-"

I was sorta disappointed that I didn't write all of it out and that I didn't even get the answer to my unfinished question. Whatever I'll just have to wait till tomorrow. I begin walking to the last class of the day when I suddenly started feeling a sharp pain, that quickly became multiple pains in my back and sides. I turned around to see what the cause of this pain was, only to see that it was the girl in the bathroom who was cutting me...am I going to die...? I hope so...she soon grabbed me by my hair and pulled me outside into a very dark area surrounded by trees...I really am going to die...finally. She pulled out her knife and stabbed me 5 times in my sides and 2 times in my stomach...I thought I was going to die so while I was just waiting there on the ground waiting for death I suddenly felt like I was not going to die...the bleeding had stopped after about an hour...and sadly I didn't lose enough blood to die. My dad's going to be so angry at me. Anyway, I slowly walked into the school bathroom and tried the best to wash up. I then put in my earbuds and begin walking home...a painful hour walk just to get home to my dad yelling at me and beating me while my brother sleeps. I walk up to my room and lay on my bed thinking about why I didn't die...or how...I get out of my thoughts and go into my drawer and get a blade. I look at it then proceed to cut everywhere I could. My legs, arms, stomach everywhere. Soon enough I was drenched in my own blood and feeling as happy as ever. I felt so relaxed...so peaceful. After about two hours of me just tracing over the cuts and scars over my body I take a shower and wash my clothes. I lay in bed and soon fall asleep. I wake up to Zane, just like every other morning.

"Loki good morning! How'd you sleep?"

"Mornin ZoZo :) I slept wonderfully! How about you?"

"I slept good too! Now come on and eat breakfast."

"Okay I'll be down soon"

I start to get changed into a black hoodie, pants, and my boots. Just like every other day, and go downstairs to Zane.

"Hi Sis"

"Hi ZoZo"

He gave me a really big smile. I really love those smiles. They make my day so much better. I sit down next to him and mess with his hair. I soon leave and walk to school. At school, I see the jock. I think his name was Connor? I'm not for sure though...He waves at me and smiles. I look up at him and slightly wave back, then catch myself smiling. I stop in my tracks and slap myself. 'Why are you smiling? Does he make you...happy...? NO! Only ZoZo makes me happy' i shake my head and go into the bathroom. I walk into one of the open stalls and lock the door behind me. I sit down and lift my shirt up to reveal all of the cuts. By me and the girl from yesterday. The ones I did are a lot shallower from hers, but there are more of them. I run my fingers over them. When I go over the stab wounds I slightly wince in pain. A few of the cuts open up and I have to re-bandage them. I go into my bag and open up the smallest pouch, pull out a small first aid kit, and re-apply the bandages onto the cuts. I throw away the old ones and pull my shirt back down. I grab my bag and head out of the bathroom. I have 10 more minutes to head to my first hour, so I go up to the roof where my favorite spot is. Nobody messes with me up here, and its a very nice view. The door is usually locked, but I picked the door. I get mesmerized with the clouds, and how dark they look. I zone back in and start to panic about the time. I quickly get my phone out and see that I still have 5 minutes. I let out a relieved breath and slowly walk to my class. I get to class 2 minutes early and sit in my usual spot in the back of the classroom. I put my earbuds in and take out my notebook. I start to draw in it and don't really know what I'm drawing, and space out, letting my hand control itself. I zoom back in when the bell rings and Connor...I think...rushes into class.

"I made it!"

He points to the teacher and he sighs and nods.

"Hell yeah BABYYY!!"

He smiles at me and sits next to me

"What are you drawing?"

I look down to see that it's...HIM!

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Haha...Its been a while...sorry I have a lot going on in my life. Its kinda hard to contain it...anyway I hope everyone is liking this book so far :) I might upload a few more chapters tonight, but I don't know. Thank you to everyone who reads this! I love each and every single one of you sooooo much!! Thank you so much everyone <3