Its been weeks since I've spoken to Devin. My mind hasn't been in the right places. He constantly blows up my phone but I let it ring. Time is ticking and I'm getting closer and closer to my due date.
Teyana came over to keep me company since my mom left me and Kyle home for a couple of weeks. She got a new job and had to leave for training.
"I hope you have a babygirl, she would be the cutiest little thing. With all that hair." Teyana said as she braided my hair. "I actually want a little boy..Girls are too much, especially if she has my attitude." We both laughed. I checked the clock and it was almost time for my appointment.
"I'm almost done, just two more and I can take you to the doctor. " she said as she finished up my hair.
I felt bad because I know Devin wants to be here but I'm not ready to be around him yet.
I freshened up and Teyana and I made our way downtown. 20 minutes later we made it to the hospital and I was seen immediately.
"Oh my gosh! Are you gonna tell Devin?" Teyana asked as she looked at the ultrasound on the screen. I sighed. I didnt answer I just listened to my baby's heart beat.
"I have a question, can you give the nurse and I a second please?" Teyana nodded and walked out the door.
"Yes ma'am." The nurse replied. "Is it possible that I can have a DNA test right now if I wanted to?" I felt weird asking. The nurse gave me a concerned look.
"Yes it is. But there's a small risk of miscarriage." I took a deep breath and laid my head back.
"I really need to have a DNA test...because I can't have this baby if I dont have what I'm looking for..." I replied.
The nurse nodded her head and held my hand. "I'll see what I can do." She said as she quickly walked out the room.
Devin POV
Sitting on the couch while I drown in this liquor.
What did I do wrong?
Did I not do enough?
What if she keeps my baby away from me?I placed my hands behind my head as I stared blankly at the tv.
I was surround by empty Henny bottles and a few beer bottles.I called out of work this week because I wasnt feeling it. Derrick & Laura were blowing up my phone to make sure I was straight but I let it ring.
Suddenly there was a knocking on my door. I slowly got up and looked through the peep hole and it was Karmen's brother, Kyle.
"Yeah," I said as I stood in the doorway. "Can I come in?" Kyle asked. I sighed and opened up the door. "Damn bro, you touching the bottle man.." Kyle said as he sat the bar.
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Lonely
RandomKarmen Richardson is a 18 year old girl who aspires to be happy. Shes haunted by the darkness of her past and more. After her toxic 3 year relationship with her ex Delano..she fears opening up, letting anyone who comes her way in, and shes become ev...