Lonely

P.13

"Did you know this sick motherfucka raped your sister?!" I yelled. He had a confused look on my face.

"Who tf are you??" He asked as he walked closer.

I pulled down my hoodie. "Devin, Karmen's boyfriend." I answered. "Karmen is in the hosptial and this motherfucka," I began as I kicked James. "Molestered her...for years and years..and nobody stopped it. So I am bringing that shit to an end right now."

A tear came down the boy's face. "James, is that true?!" He yelled.

James turned over on his back and started smiling. "You really believe this nigga Kyle?"

When he said that Karmen's words replayed over and over. My vision went black.

I took my bat and started beating James's face in. "SICK ASS MOTHERFUCKA!" I said in between hits.

"Dude chill! Chill! You're gonna kill him!" Kyle said as he tried to pull me off.

FLASHBACK ENDS

I took a huge gulp of beer as I stared at the TV screen. That night replayed in my head over and over. It started to drive me insane.

It wasnt guilt but it was crazy how much damage was done, I killed somebody..

I took a couple more gulps and I realized I was on my fourth bottle. I heard the front door shut.

"Babe," Karmen called. I hopped out my office room and went downstairs.

"Wheres my boy," I asked as I kissed her cheek. "On the couch," she turned and gave me a look. "Baby you smell like alcohol...why are you drinking? At 4 in the afternoon?" She questioned.

"I just felt like a beer thats all," I said as I kissed her forehead and walked out. She followed behind me. "You know how I feel abou-" I cut her off. "You don't have to worry about me Karmen," I said as I picked up Ar'mon.

She sighed and walked away. "I need a nap, his bottles are in the fridge if he gets hungry." She explained.

"Baby, come here." I said as I patted the seat next to me. She slowly walked over to me and sat.  "You know I wont do anything to hurt you, I'm not James." I saw her body cringe when I mentioned his name.

She looked me in her eyes as tears formed. "I know baby, I'm just tired...We'll talk later." She said as she stood and walked away.

I watched her as she walked up the stairs. I sighed and looked down at Ar'mon who was sound asleep.

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Karmen, [couple days later]

I woke up the next morning to my baby screaming. I hopped out my bed and ran to his room. But he wasnt in there, finally I looked into Devin's office and he was laying in the crib screaming while Devin was knocked out.

"DEVIN! What the fuck?" I semi yelled as I grabbed Ar'mon. He jumped up like he was crazy and looked at me.

"What us wrong with you? His diaper is soaked and he's probably hungry. Whats wrong with you?!" I said as I rocked Ar'mon back and forth.

He hesitated as he stared into space. "Baby?" I said as I noticed the look in his eyes.

He looked up at me with glossy eyes. I killed James...

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