Loved & Abused/short story

fear

        

                Getting up this morning I felt scared Michael was on top of me kissing me it was 6 in the morning Michael was starting to remove my clothes I was still I didn't know what to do if I was to fight back he'd kill me so ill just relax and just wait till its over,  Its not like this is the first time this has been happening alot lately he doesn't even ask me he just takes me by force. Time and time again he has reminded me that im his property he can do what ever he pleases with his property which just made me sad how could the man you love so deeply hurt you so much. Michael was plowing himself inside me I just closed my eyes and prayed for it to be over I closed my eyes and felt tears drop Michael just keep going faster and faster not caring if he was hurting me or not. He started grabbing my neck I couldnt breath "say you love me" michael said while still gripping my neck. "I -I -I can't -breath" I said I felt the my body start to tremble I closed my eyes and everything went black.

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I was woken by sniffles it opened my eyes taking in the scenery I looked to my left and saw Bryon I didnt know why he was here I looked down at my left arm and saw I was hooked up to ivs and in my right arm I had a splint on. I soon realized I was in a hospital why was I here what happened "Bryon why are you here why am I here"  Bryon looked up at me like he saw a ghost and instead of speaking to me he ran into the hallway of the hospital "Doctors doctor's she's awake" I head Bryon yell. I was confused I had a neck brace on and a sprained arm the last thing I could remember was coming home from the grocery store.

in walked the doctor smiling at me "Hello clare im doctor Ross nice to see you've finally woken." I started to panic "what do you mean I've finally woken where's Michael I need him where is he" I looked back and fourth to Bryon and Doctor Ross but they just looked at me sympathetic "um Clare we dont know were he is he was a suspect in what happened to you and just disappeared we haven't seen him since" ross said

I just broke down where was he I need him he was supposed to be here for me why am I even here I said to myself "What happened to me how long have I been sleep?"

"well clare you've been in a coma for a month now and you where found unconscious on the side of a rode when they found you, your neck had been sprained and your right arm had been pulled out of socket you had multiple bruises on your body I suspect you where raped and where dragged by your arm as for your neck I suspect someone had strangled you during the attack do you know anyone who would wanna hurt you."

"No I dont talk to many people I just cant belive someone did this to me." I wiped my tears god why me.

"Well ma'am some witnesses say that your boyfriend Michael has been abusing you did he do this to you?" doctor ross and Bryon looked at me with sympathy wish made me so mad.

"you dont know shit dont look at me judging me you don't fucking know me Michael loves me."  Byron walked up to me standing directly in front of me "if he loves you so much where is he? huh where tf is he ive been here every day this past month me not him but fucking me a man who hits you doesn't love you wake the fuck up clare." Bryon said

it took me everything not to bust out in tears he was right but I loved Michael deeply "Bryon your just jealous I love you I do but not how I love Michael he wasn't always like this he'll get better I know he will."

" clare how dumb can you be he does not love you like I do it will never work." Bryon said looking at me in disgust

"You know what Bryon stay away from me I dont wanna see you I dont wanna talk to you move on with your life im so sorry I hurt you but I dont care anymore I just don't Bryon your boring with you I was never satisfied it was always something missing im 25 got dammit you make me feel 60 church, home, church ,home an occasional friend house thats all my life consisted of with you but then your best friend Michael came along dangerous fun a thrill I felt like I was flying with him I never felt that way with you I was dead with you I wasn't happy its the truth so get over it." I said to Bryon with so much venom

Bryon grabbed his jacket walking towards the door but not before stopping and turning around "No matter what you say to try to hurt me I will always love you Clare thats never gonna change." he then walked out.   I didn't realize Doctor Ross was still in the room he looked at me with so much disappointment he shook his head heading for the door "A nurse will be in shortly we'll run a couple test and you'll be free to go we'll get you results back In 4-6 weeks."

after a 30 minute wait a nurse took a couple blood samples checked a couple things and said how I was fine and healthy my Neck brace can be taken in in four weeks in my splint only two weeks I was really happy about that I didnt want Michael seeing me in this. I was making my way  to the lobby headed to the taxi I had called to pick me up I got inside making my way home.

I was gonna call Michael when I got home begging him to come to me. We pulled up to the house quickly I payed the man and made my way inside I heard sniffles coming from the backroom I was scared who was in my house. I looked around it was dark I picked up the dust pan prepared to whack somebody,   "helloo who's there?" the door opened in front of me and there stood Michael I dropped the dust pan and ran an hugged him he grabbed me tightly

"Clare im so sorry I love you I wanna change I love you too much to loose you please dont leave me please please dont please im sorry I wasnt visiting they where questioning whether I did this to you or not and i did not wanna get caught up."   Michael said still hugging me

I didn't wanna be the stupid girl in the movies who go back to the abuser but I couldn't help it I loved him. "I will never leave you Michael unless you hit me again then I have to go but if you no longer beat me and go back to how you used to be we can be together forever."

"Of course ill never hurt you again I promise. " Michael let go and kissed me I kissed back using tongue I missed him and being without him wasnt an option.

"let's take this to the bedroom"

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