Loved & Abused/short story

Goodbye

(Byron point of view)

I sat here standing on Clare's grave it's been a week since she killed herself. She didn't have any family and not many friends so the funeral wasn't at all packed. I just don't see why she killed herself from the looks of the crime scene those killings where self defense. She must've been stressed I just wish she would've came to me my heart hurts but I know she's with God.

I placed my hand on her tombstone "Clare I just wanna say that I got your text I hope you got mines, I love you and it's not a day that will go by that I won't miss you." I pulled out a picture from my coat pocket it was us at my cousins wedding it was three years ago it was our first outing of dating for a month I placed it down on her grave "do you remember that night? That we had so much fun I remember us on the dance floor and you couldn't stop laughing that's when I knew I would wanna hear that laugh for the rest of my life that's when I knew I loved you."

I shook my head at the memories wasted "you killing yourself was selfish Clare very selfish, they told me you had been raped by those guys you killed I'm sorry that happened to you. I just wish you would've stayed here with me we could've made it work Clare we could've made it work."

I took a deep breath letting the tears fall from my eyes "I met someone new she's a nice girl actually you met her at that supermarket that day I got to move on but I want you to know she'll never replace you you'll always have my heart."

"I got to let you go it's gone be hard to do but I got to." I got up from the ground and placed the flowers I bought by her tombstone

"One more thing I forgive you for what you did and I hope your with God looking down on me I love you Clare forever and always."

And with that I left never forgetting her Clare Williams the love of my life.

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