Clace in a different way

Chapter 7

*jace pov*

As soon as Sebastion's hold on clary was realesed she shot up and wrapped her arms around my neck. I wrapped my arms around her waist and held her tight. She kept whispering thank you into my chest. She lifted her head and looked into my eyes.
"I thought you were going to leave me there. Leave and let him have me. You had a choice, to leave me with Sebastion and save yourself, or try and save me and risk your life. You chose to try and save me, it didn't matter that you could die. You chose me, and no matter why, it matters to me that you did."
I blushed.
" I made my choice entirely because of you. When you love someone you don't have a choice, love takes your choices away. Since I've me you, everything I've done has been partly because of you. I have this feeling about you that I can't describe. It's bigger than love. It's like- I dont think I couldn't untie myself from you clary. Not in my heart, not in my blood. And I don't want to"
"You don't" she whispered.
"I always thought love made you stupid. Made you weak. To love is to destroy, I believed that. But then I met you, and I felt like my life then had purpose. The love I had for you didn't make me weak at all, it made me stronger than I have ever been. It was you that helped me get up and kill Sebastion. I heard you calling my name and I knew I had to get to you. How could I have give up the one thing that made me stronger" her lips crashed into mine. Her hands slowly crept from my neck into my hair. Her hands combing through my hair. We would have gotten longer if we hadn't been stopped by a shriek. We turned in horror as Jocelyn and maryse stared also horrified at the body of Sebastion.

*clary pov*

I was glad to see my mom was shrieking at Sebastion's body and not walking in on me and jace making out.

"Did. Did. Did you guys kill him." My mom stuttered
"I'm sorry mom, I know he was close to valentine and we shouldn't have killed your son, but he was going to kill jace and do creepy things to me." I blushed furiously at the end.
"By the angel clary," she knelt down and cried over his body.
"My son. You could have been a great man. I'm sorry I let him poison you." She got out between sobs. It sucked seeing my mom cry of Jonathan's/Sebastion's body. But I couldn't stop her. I waited in jace's arms untill she finished. She got up and dried her eyes.
"We should go." She said stiffly.
"I'll be there soon. I just need to get a few things" I looked at jace for help and he just nodded. He followed me to my room. I would miss my orange walls. I wonder if I could paint my new room the same color.
"Yea you can. Maryse doesn't mind. Izzy did." I almost asked him what he meant when I realized I had spoken out loud.
"Thanks" we put shrinking runes on the furniture I wanted to take and packed it into a small box. I packed all my drawings and art supplies in another box. Untill all that was left was my orange walls. We found my mom in what was our living room. We left quickly not looking at the blood stain were Jonathan's body had been