Complicated

~11~

Toni's POV

Back in my trailer i decided to make some food.

So back to the important things.

Cheryl.

I wanted to show her that she's special to me and not some random fuck.

I wanted to show her that she's the one i want to call mine.

I want her to be my girlfriend.

And that is what i wanted to plan. The way i would ask her out.

She is special.

So i had to do something she deserves. Something as special as her.

No wait... nothing is as special as her.

God ! Focus Toni !

"Oh hey ant. Long time no see."

I shivered.

No way.

I turned around to face non other than my uncle jack.

My nightmare.

My death.

Fuck.

"What are you doing here?", asked shocked.

"As long as i can remember this is MY trailer."

"You left me fucking 1 year ago. You left me the fuck alone! And now you are walking back in this trailer, back in my life and pretend like nothing happened?! Are you fucking serious?"

He walked closer to me. He raised his hands , indicating that he was about to beat me.

"Don't you dare talk to me like this, you pathetic little girl."

"Why did you leave me?", i whispered. I felt my eyes filling with tears.

Don't give him this satisfaction.

You can do this.

"I had things to do."

"1 fucking year?"

Punch.

Another punch.

And another.

"I SAID DON'T YOU DARE TALK TO ME LIKE THIS!"

I laid on the floor.

Pain run through my veins.

I couldn't move. I couldn't talk. I could nothing.

"So... this trailer is still my trailer. And i think you want to stay here , am i right? Or do you want to be homeless. I mean... not that i care.

Like i said... i couldn't talk.

So i said nothing.

Big mistake.

"I ASKED IF I'M FUCKING RIGHT! ANSWER THE FUCKING QUESTION!"

One... two... three kicks.

Right against my ribs.

"You're right... you're right... please, please let me live here. I'm begging you."

Pain.

What did i do to deserve this.

"So... did i understand this right? You're begging me...?"

"Yes. I do.", i whispered through pain. I knew i couldn't take my tears back any longer.

My body shaked.

If you're crying , he knows you're afraid of him.

So. Don't. Do. It.

Wait till he's away.

"Well... i think ... then i can't refuse your request, can i?", he smirked.

Fucking asshole.

"But..."

There it is... the "but".

I knew it.

"YOU have to keep this trailer clean. YOU have to make me food, when i'm hungry. You do everything I want you to do. And if you're home late, i'm gonna lock you out and you have to find another place to stay till the next day... UNDERSTAND?"

I just nodded.

"Wow. Wow. Wow. Wow.
You should be thankful for this opportunity.
After your parents left you, you had no home , no family. And i gave you all you needed. I was the reason you're still alive. Keep that in you're fucking mind, you disgusting, thankless, stupid thing!"

"Thanks." I mumbled.

"What was that. I could not quite hear this!"

"Thank you for this opportunity, uncle jack."

"Thats waaaay better" , he laughed , "i'm gonna go to the White Whyrm now."

And with that he took a few steps, but stopped right in front of the door , turned around and looked down to me still laying there.

"Oh and before i'm gonna forget that... you have to give me the half of your money you get from working."

What.

I literally earn only 100 $ per month.

And i have to buy food for muself and him.

I have to buy clothes.

I have to pay the new school. Riverdale High.

He can't do that.

"I need that money."

"So you don't need a home?"

"No, no ... okay."

"Good."

He left.

And i began to cry.

Cried because of my pain.

Cried because i knew this wouldn't be the last time he beat me.

Cried because i felt never more alone.

I cried . And cried. And cried.

What did i do to deserve this.

What did i do.

There were nothing except pain and sadness.

Hey everyone!

Fucking 300 reads. Lol.
Thanks guys!

I'm kind of proud of this chapter ... i don't know :)

Poor Toni.

What do you think is gonna happen after that?

Will she keep trying to get Cheryl back ?