Complicated

~23~

Toni's POV

1 week.

1 week without showing her my affection through gentle kisses. Through simple touches, like holding her hand or waist.

Yes.

Of course. I was sexual frustrated. But the most important:

I was sad. Sad not being able and also not being allowed to show Cheryl how much i love her.

And it really gnawed on me.

This girl got me fucking soft.

I knew Cheryl thought, it would be hard for me, because i was horny like every time and i wanted to fuck her every time she walked that damn hall down, swaying her hips like the HBIC she is.

And god OF FUCKING COURSE i wanted to smash her against the lockers , kiss her breath away and show the people, that Cheryl Blossom was mine.

But yeah... i was mostly just sad and maybe, just maybe a little mad of her for treating me like this.

I know i deserved it, for trying to provoke her and waking her jealous type, but can you blame me?

Right, me neither.

It was hard. Like really hard. And it seemed like she didn't even mind this whole situation. And what can I say... Cheryl Blossom really made me doubting myself.

Wow.

I got it bad.

It was Wednesday. 1 Week , 6 days.

One more day. Finally.

I currently sat in Maths , right next to Cheryl.

5 minutes till the bell.

I tried not to look at Cheryl and get lost in her beauty.

But i still gave her a few glances , which she successfully ignored.

Does she even care?

Isn't it bothering her at all?

I broke out of my thoughts as i heard two boys right behind me.

"Did you hear the newest rumors?"

"You mean about Blossom and Topaz?"

"Yeah... well some people say they're just having a fight an-"

"No , no dude, they definitely broke up. Cheryl's not even looking at that Topaz. I think she finally realized how bad of influence that southside trash is for her. How much better she deserves."

Wait. She really wasn't looking at me for one week.

I looked to the ground, trying to stop my tears from falling.

Maybe she really had enough from me.

"Yeah, i think so too. Like Moose. I heard he's having an eye on her. And god he is so much better than that little snake. He can give Cheryl things, that Topaz couldn't even dream of hah."