Complicated

~9~

Cheryl's POV

Oh god, she's adorable.

Toni struggling with her hair in Cheer Practice was the cutest thing in the world.

My eyes trailed down, from her hair to her stomach.

Those abs.

And fuck yeah, she has freaking abs.

"See something you like , babe ?", Toni teased, noticing the biting on my lower lip, while i was checking her out.

I just rolled my eyes and announced that the cheer practice was over.

Everyone walked out off the gym immediately, leaving me back with Toni.

"Sooo i'm not you're girl?", i asked fake pouting.

"Ohhh , uhm you heard that... uh-", she stumbled , before i cut her off.

"You're cute."

"I'm in a gang, remember? I'm fucking badass"

"You're still adorable"

"Pfff, well, i'm sure , when i fucked you, i was rather hot than cute."

I swallowed.

Ok. Fuck.

I cleared my throat.

"Uhh- s-so u-uh"

"I make Cheryl Blossom, THE Hbic, THE Queen Bee, stutter? What an honor", she smirked while walking slowly to me.

I swallowed again.

"Still nothing to say? I think, if i would fuck you right now, you would be able to say something...
Something like : 'oh yeah Toni, don't stop'", she imitated my moans.

Again.

You're just a fuck.

She doesn't want more than a fuck.

You're irrelevant.

Anger grew in me.

"So, i'm just your fuck? All you want from me , is sex?"

Toni's POV

Fuck.

She thinks you just want to fuck her.

Tell her the fucking truth.

"No of course not, that was not what i meant, or what i wanted you to think.", i tried to explain. No success.

"Wtf Toni, you literally said, you would fuck me. Well , i'm sorry, but just search for another sex cow, cause i'm not doing this."

"No, Cheryl, that... fuck... i-"

"Just forget it Antoinette."

Antoinette? Fuck. That's all too serious.

"I'm sorry, i really don't want you to think, that you are my 'sex cow' , cause fuck , you're so much more to me. So much more."

She has to believe that.

"I don't know , if i can trust you... trust those words... and i think its better for both of us to keep distance from each other, at least for a few days , to overthink this whole "i-don't-what-we-are" thing."

And with that she also left the gym.

What did you do?

What the fuck did you do?

You have to fix that.