I started to be addictive
taking it too much
it was due to my guilty pleasure
being addictive was my kind of drugs
it was too high till I forgot who I am
once I started I can't stopped it
I know it was wrong to take it
but I was happy to take my kind of drugs
I would drown in happiness
I love it
so much till I drop to the floor
and knocked out straight
this is my kind of happiness
being alone sometimes
makes me feels safe
that how it is
sometimes I can't control my intake
it will be my mistake
to take it and overdose myself
making myself drown in fear
