Its getting worse by the day
making my anxiety worse
should I message him back
I need someone to save me
I'm trying to destroy myself
I'm happy on the outside
but destroy on the inside
I need help
can you be by my side
I need you next to me physically
not virtually next to me
can't tell whether is true or not
I need someone to lean on
to cry on
to express myself
to let you see how am I in the real life
right now I'm feeling angry
don't know why
sometimes feels like crying
but don't have the energy to cry
don't want people to see my crying face
I don't know what to do........
