Save Me(Depressed!Izaya x Shizuo)

Shizuo💢

It was a beautifully dark night.
The stars shinning above me and the only light I could see from where I stood was the burning orange-red of my cigarette cherry.

I finished the last of my cigarette before walking down the street towards my apartment, breathing in the polluted air of Ikebukuro.

The area was silent.
The only sound audible was the clicking of my shoes against the concrete.

My silence was broken by the sound of a distant echo of a horse whinnying.

I turned around to face the Dullahan and Underground doctor who pulled up right by me in the sidewalk.

Shinra pulled off his helmet and  a look of worry flushed his face.

"Shizuo! Have you seen Izaya anywhere. He was at my place for-... treatments. But he disappeared a few days ago and no body knows where he is. He isn't even answering calls for clients."

"Why would I know where that flea is?"

/Now that I think about it I haven't seen the pesky informant at all. He was everywhere only last week but now I haven't even seen him around his place./

"No. I haven't gotten into a fight with him since last week."

I refused to say anything like "hope you find him." Or "call me when you know he's safe".

/Ya I'm a little interested in where he's gone but I'd never admit to that./

Shinra nodded at him and Celty raced off with another rev and whinny.

"Stupid flea. I bet he's just running around making everyone worry for nothing."

I let out a frustrated sigh and pulled out another cigarette, holding it in between my lips. The motion of pulling out my lighter was a little to fast and I ended up dropping it instead.

When I reached for it on the ground I saw a small spot of a crimson liquid, pooled on the concrete.

I lifted my gaze slightly and saw a thin, barley noticeable, trail leading to an ally way across the street.

Hesitantly I followed it, moving cautiously but at my normal pace.

/Some blood isn't gonna scare me/

When I made it to the mouth of the alley way the spots became bigger till they stopped at a small puddle that pooled next to a person.

I couldn't see there face since they were hunched over but the black coat with white fur surrounding the collar and wrists was a style I only know of one person wearing.

"Hey flea! Your not dead are ya? Because if not I'm gonna kill you for making everyone worry just so you can get a laugh"

I stomped over to him and he lifted his head slowly to look me in the eyes.

The sight I saw before me made me stop in my tracks, standing just before the grounded informant.

His face was pale and he had bags under his eyes. But more than that his eyes themselves were hazed and lifeless. The look of defeat clearly written on his face.

He forced a small smile onto his lips while trying to play the 'flea'.

"Shizu-chan. I didn't think -you- of all people would come looking for me"

As each word passed his lips they got more and more choked. And as he spoke them tears brimmed his eyes.

"I don't know why but that makes me really happy...but also really sad because I know you weren't looking for me. You saw the blood trail didn't you? It's funny how much a person can bleed."

He let out a forced laugh that were like quick little hiccups but short after they turned to sobs as he wrapped one arm around his knees and put his head down.

All anger or hate for this flea momentarily disappears as I kneel in front of him. I put a hand to his shoulder causing him to shiver but he brought his head back up.

Concern washed my features and I looked into the watery crimson eyes that belong to someone I didn't even know. So much pain so much despair was swimming in his blood red eyes.

"Shizu-chan.."

Izaya lifted his other arm and I realized that the blood was coming from that. The white fur that surrounded his wrist was almost completely soaked with crimson blood. As his hand extended and touched my face, his coat pulled back exposing the deep slashes in his wrists. My eyes widened before I turned back to look at the broken man who was reaching for me. His hand held my face and his voice whispered weakly.

"Shizuo I think...I'm in love with you"

Izaya leaned in as if he were gonna kiss me but passed out in my arms. When I realized he passed out I pushed aside any original shock and held the small informant close to me.

With my mouth I ripped off a part of my shirt and immediately wrapped Izaya's wounds tightly, as to stop the bleeding. Then I picked him up around the mid back and behind the knees, bridal style,  before carrying him out the alley after pulling out my phone and pressing it to my ear calling the only doctor I knew to handle this.

/It's ok Izaya. I won't let you die/

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Hey guys. I got this story idea awhile back and actually have just had the first three chapters sitting in my notes until i finally decided to put it on wattpad.
Thought it might help to tide you over till I can get the the sequel to Meow Meow Shizu-Chan up for ya.
Yeah i said it. There will be a sequel and it's gonna be great.
Anywho Doodles!
Hope you liked the story and thanks for reading.
~HQ