Sorry if I haven't been uploading...I had a small trouble thinking of more ideas for this story...until today of course!! Believe me when I say this...things are going to get GOOD.
{Tamara's POV}
I was on my phone, working on a Wattpad story I made. I was a little sad because my mom was hit on the head with a bottle. No,I don't mean I'm mad a Tori, she totally saved me from getting hurt, but my mom was sent to the hospital and about two days later I went to visit her.
-Flaaaaaaaasshhh Baaaaaaaaaccckkk-
I was walking down the hall to the room my mom was in, Ell came with me since she knew my mom.
We entered her room after the nurse aloud us to, she was laying on a bed with her head all rapped up. They said she had lost some memories like how she met my father or that she was alcoholic, in other words she forgot about her depression.
I walked up to my mom and she looked at me,her expression changed completely from what it was before.
"Hey...mom.." I said unsure if she remembered me.
She glared at me and spoke.
"You...why are you here.." she said her voice sounding a little raspy.
"I came to visit you.." I said.
"I don't...want you here..."she said.
"W-what..?"
"You aren't my daughter...your a annoying little..piece of shit.." she said angrily.
"..." I was about to cry because...it was my fault she got hurt...if only I didn't ask her..
"Listen here and listen well...I don't want you living with me anymore...I don't care where you go but I don't want you near me..you aren't even my real daughter..your adopted...and I don't want you anymore.." she pressed the button to call the nurse in."Get her out please.."she said as the nurse told us to leave.
I was worried, I don't have anywhere else to go and I couldn't be home when my mom came back.
"Don't worry Tamara you'll find something to do." Ell Assured me.-end of flash back-
I was still wondering where I can stay but the words my mom told me....only made me...think..
"You aren't my daughter...your a annoying little..piece of shit.."
She's right...I'm worthless...no wonder my real mom didn't want me..
I was laying on my bed crying,I was holding a knife in one hand while holding my phone in the other...it was either call for help or...die...There's no point in living...
No one loves you..
Die
Die
Die
Die
"HI!!"
I flinched and hid the knife under my pillow and pulled down my sleeve, I looked through my window to see Matilda standing there waving.
"Oh uh..hey Matilda" I said
"Umm..what are you doing here?"
"Oh well...I'm here to tell you that Ell said you can stay at her house. Also because we were worried because you haven't been at school lately.."she said
"Oh uh...okay..when does she want me to come exactly..?"I asked
"Right now"she said running away to Ell's house.
"Umm okay.."i got off my bed,grabbed a suit case and put some clothes inside.I was standing outside my house just staring at it.
This is the last time I'll be here..
I then started walking to Ell's house when someone hugged me from behind. I flinched slightly but I knew who it was since I saw that they were wearing a red hoodie. "Hey Tori-" "Where the hell have you been?!" She cut me off turning me around to face her. She had a face of concern. "I...was...busy.." I said. "Busy doing what?" She said gripping my arm. I and pulled my arm away from her. She only gave me a confused look. "Tamara.."she said staring at my arm. "Pull up your sleeve" she said sternly yet calmly. She must have seen the red markings of blood on my sweater. "No..." i said trying to walk away from her,but before I could even get a distance away from her she grabbed my arm and pulled up my sleeve. There was silence."Tamara...why..?" She said with a sad look in her eyes. "I just...don't..want to live...there's no point...no one loves me...even my real mother gave me up for adoption....." I said with tears falling down my cheeks. "That's not true...your friends still love you..we all care about you...I care about you...please just listen...we really care and love you..don't take your precious life away from us.." she said hugging me while tearing up. I hugged her tightly while blushing slightly (hey that rhymed!!)
"Do you promise..?"she said while looking at me in the 'eyes'."I promise.." I said with a smile.
But little did she know...
I had my fingers crossed...
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Hello there squiblings!! So yeah...it's been a while but I promise that the Tamtori you guys are waiting for will come. Byee
-Skash
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