Not a story but a piece of my mind

Diary of the living

Death itself is not truly painful.
But the consequences after death,
And the situation causing death,
Is what makes death truly painful.

And as for the person who dies?
It really is painful.
Not because of leaving others,
Or because of not being able to fulfil their own wishes,
But because it's really painful, it hurts bad.
It's like someone stabbing you all over again and again and again,
Until you are no longer recognisable.

For us? What happens to the spectators you ask?
Well they shed tears of sadness of course.
They thank you for being with them.
They praise whatever all good you did.

They're also happy that you're no longer there to steal their time and money.
They're relived because they got their people back from you.
They criticise you for all the bad you did.
They smile at you and say, "at last you left".

Why? Did you really expect otherwise?
Things aren't really that good.
Reality stinks worse than anything.

You still here?
Stop wandering and go back.
This is no longer a place for you to exist.
Move along and see what's there for you in your next place.
And here we must move on too as we're still not dead.

It's already the end of your story.
Go away and disappear...