"Doyoung, I'm tired. Let's go home. Like me at my home and you at your home."
"W-we can go t-to my place. Don't f-forget I'm still drunk and I-I need someone."
"And your parents??"
"They are not h-home. Please, c-come."
"You are lucky I still like you after all you did to me." I mumbled.
"W-what?"
"Nothing. Let's go."
Doyoung's house is really nice. Fortunately he was really sleepy.
"Jungwoo.."
"Yes?"
"I-I'm tired too. But I really want to tell you some t-things and I'm sure tomorrow I'll don't have e-enough courage."
"It's okay. Tell me now if you really want."
"I like you so much. L-like in this moment I can c-cuddle with you and sleep w-with you and k-kiss you all night. N-no, I can do this every night."
A part of me wants to believe that this Doyoung really exist. But he's drunk.
"I know drunk people are honest, but I don't know if I should believe you."
His face looks so sad and tired of everything. I want to talk about this with the sober Doyoung.
"P-please Jungwoo. Believe me. Can I d-do something to s-show you that I like y-you so so much?"
I'm stupid.
"Kiss me."
Yes, I am really stupid.
He kissed me. I kissed Doyoung. I kissed the person I like since 5th grade. This kiss was the kiss I dreamt about in the 7th grade and the kiss I had nightmares with this year.
"D-Doyoung, go to sleep. You need it. And I'm going home."
"N-no! Please! I need y-you to stay with me."
"Of course you do..."
I wanted to go in another room to sleep but his hand was too strong. We actually cuddled. It was too sweet to be true. But it was true.
a/n: its 4:41 and im dying
i talked with my crush 3 hours and then i figured out toDAY I CELEBRATE ONE YEAR OF NCT
well smth like that
one year and 10 days ago I became a nctzen
so thats why I made this shitty chapter
i hope there are no mistakes
YOU ARE READING
Lies ; dowoo
Fanfiction"I'm lying to you because I don't want you to see me the way I saw myself. I'm so sorry." starting: 13/07/18