Lies ; dowoo

chapter sixteen

Today is the first day of recovery and I am...scared.

I'm not scared of recovery, I am scared that something will happen. I feel it. 

I was in the car with Xuxi. His dad has to drive us to the restaurant.

"Jungwoo, are you okay? Your mom left me to take care of you and I don't want to ruin it. Just please tell me whenever something is wrong, okay?"

I never saw Xuxi like that. He usually is very hype and cold hearted.

"Yes, I promise you."

Another lie.

"By the way, where is Doyoung? Is he your boyfriend now or?"

"No no no. We are friends. Unfortunately."

"Is he coming?"

"I hope so."

In 10 minutes we were in front of the restaurant. It was a small casual restaurant after all.

"That's our table!" Xuxi said pointing to the smallest table.

"I'm going to the bathroom. I'll be right back!"

And this is how I ended up alone. It was raining. The smell of the food was everywhere and I just wanted to throw up.

"Jungwoo!"

Doyoung came to the table with a white rosé in his hands.

"This is for you."

"Oh wow it's beautiful! Thank you."

"What do you want to eat?" the waiter asked us.

This is a really hard question. Well...I think I'll take a salad. I don't have any other good options. The recovery is harder than I thought.

"A salad."

"Me too."

"But, you can eat everything."

"Yes, thats why I can take a salad. I don't want you to feel uncomfortable."

This...this was really sweet.

"Jungwoo... I have to tell you something."

"What is it?"

"Do you remember that guy? The guy who wants me to hurt you?"

Oh.

"Yes, I remember him. Why?"

"He died."

Oh.

"H-how?"

"It's a mafia thing. I don't know how to describe it. Anyway, the thing is that now everything is fine."

"Yes, it is."

a/n: i wont complain about my mistakes or how tired I am

but

in 2 days school starts and i am so happy ajsnskabxjs