a/n: seventeenEENEEN...let's sing adore u
It was raining. Doyoung came to my place. I had to write my anorexic thoughts and feelings. A stupid yet helpful thing.
"You don't have to show me them."
"I know."
"Because I would still read them."
"I know."
Doyoung doesn't feel good this days. I can see it. But he is too stubborn to tell me what's going on.
"But, if you want to get this pages, you have to tell me what's wrong with you."
"Nothing, I told you. I'm fine. Plus, I have to take care of you."
"And I have to take care of you. We should take care of each other. And I'm better."
Another lie.
He was sad and I hate it.
"A few days ago I told you that guy died. But I didn't tell you how. My...my cousin killed him. This guy was messing up with my family since I was four. He killed my dad and then he made me sell drugs for him. I refused to do it and that's why I had to bully you. He tought that you'll kill yourself and that would be my worst nightmare."
He was that broken this whole time and I didn't know.
I hugged him. Our hugs are like medicine for each other.
a/n: well
this book is going to haave 20 chapters sooooo i have 3 more chapters to write
updating my books ✔
talking to my crush ✔
not killing myself ✔
warching nct all day ✔
not being antisocial ❌
YOU ARE READING
Lies ; dowoo
Fanfiction"I'm lying to you because I don't want you to see me the way I saw myself. I'm so sorry." starting: 13/07/18
