Can Life be this Unfair?

Chapter 27

Another Pic of Lizzie :) ---->

Elizabeth P.O.V

　

　

　

I watched as Jake zoomed past the trees. I shook my head amazed at his size and speed! Something was wrong with him. I knew when he ran in the woods it was because he was mad. I sighed hoping it wasnt something bad!

I clutched his shirt to my face feeling happy. Hopefully Jake would hurry up! I wanted him close to me. I smiled and entered the house. It was still very early! I looked around the house. Beatrice and Caroline where cleaning up the dinning room. I looked for Sandra or Cynthia.

I found Sandra in the living room "Hey!" I said sitting down and wincing a bit. "Whats up Liz?" Sandra asked looking at me curiously. I shrugged "nothing much" I said getting bored. Without Jake I had nothing to do. Whenever he would leave I felt as if a part of me was missing. It was weird, Jake really repaired my broken heart. I smiled and felt warm just thinking about him.

I had an idea, "I'll be right back!" I told Sandra going upstairs to my room, each step I took was a little painful! Having sex for the first time did hurt sometimes!

I stepped into our room and went to my drawers searching for some sexy pj's. I frowned, all I had was boy shorts and tank tops! Now that Jake and I had had sex I wanted to look sexy for him. I frowned again, Liz why are you being so pathetic?! I asked myself. I barely lost my virginity last night and I already wanted to wear lingerie!

I smirked a bit and blushed remembering everything from last night. I shook my head and blushed more. Was I turning into some pervert? I had always been an "innocent" girl as Todd liked to say, but when it came to Jake... I felt such a desire for him! I smiled naughtily, I decided I would wear sexy things for him now.

Wait.... stop being a pervert! I thought to myself.

I closed my eyes and remembered Jake touching me last night. He had been so gentle, so sweet and yet totally hot. I felt a rush of passion for him.

Ugh! Liz you are pathetic!

I closed the drawer firmly. I wouldn't be a perv!

I stood up and stopped turning back to the mirror. I bit my lip, and if Jake thought I wasnt sexy enough for him? I went back to my drawers and sighed. I knew Jake loved me and he always said he dint care what I would wear but I knew he liked it when I wore shorts and high heels.

I bit my lip again and blushed, I decided I would try wearing something nice for a change.

I sighed, hopefully I wouldnt seem like a slut!

Well Jake was my mate! And he would like it.

I went into the bathroom and let go of my messy bun. I looked at myself in the mirror and sighed, I still wondered what Jake saw in me! He was so hot and I was so plain!

I closed my eyes and remembered last night. Jake's hands on my body. His warm chest pressing against mine. His kisses driving me crazy. I smiled widely as I remembered him rocking my world! Last night had been the best night of my life! Sure it did hurt at first but he had been so gentle with me. Whispering things in my ear. I got goosebumps remembering.

I was glad I was Jake's mate. My body warmed and felt tingly as I remembered telling him the words I love you.

I sighed and opened my eyes, my cheeks were pink and I had a huge smile on my face. I smiled, I really did love Jake! He was my whole world! I honestly thought I would die without him. He had repaired my heart and now it was his. Jake was mine and I was his.