I am sorry

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I looked to my side to see Armin a sleep in the chair beside my bed. I move my hand a little and smiled as I saw he was holding it.

"Rosie?" He asked sitting up.

"What happen?" I asked softly.

"You passed out after saving us." He said softly.

"Erwin..... he saved me.... why?" I asked confused.

"I don't know.... he didn't say." Armin said squeezing my hand.

I heard the door open and watched as Erwin walked in. I set up and saw Armin look at me sadly.

"I have one question for you Rosie." He said calmly.

"Ask away." I said softly.

"Whose side are you one?" Erwin asked calmly.

I looked at him for a second and then Armin. I smiled softly as I leaned back.

"I'm on humanities side." I said softly.

Armin looked at me with a smile and Erwin nodded his head.

"Alright. That's all I need to know. You are clear of all charges against you. No one has told anyone of what happen.... and no one will ever know." Erwin said calmly.

"Why? Why did you save me?" I asked softly.

"Because you risked your life to save everyone..... because I saw the girl your mother talked about every time she came here." He said walking out of the room.

I felt tears stream down my face as I covered my eyes. Armin held my hand as I cried. I felt him move on the bed and hold me in his arms. After awhile he was forced to leave and I laid on my side as I looked at the wall. I heard the door open and turned my head to see Mikasa walk in. She set in the seat beside me and I set up to look at her.

"I... I'm sorry." I whispered.

I watched as tears streamed down her face and she hugged me tightly. I felt her cry in my shoulder and I hugged her back with tears of my own. We talked for awhile and after almost everyone in our class made it to my room I felt my breath stop as Jean walked in. He set in the seat beside me and I waited for him to speak.

"Did you try to save him?" He asked after awhile.

"I... I begged them not to leave him." I whispered.

He looked up at me and I felt tears stream down my face as I started to shake. Jean looked at me sadly as he hugged me. After I calmed down he left and I leaned back against the bed. I heard the door open and I smiled as I saw Armin.

"Hey how do you feel?" He asked handing me a plate of food.

"Tired." I whispered a I took a bit of bread.

"So I guess you've talked to everyone and everything is alright now." He said happily.

"Everything with everyone, but Hange, Eren, and Levi." I said softly.

"I'm sure it will be alright.... they just need time." He said softly.

I shook my head and leaned back against the pillow. I heard a knock on my door and held my breath as Erwin and Eren walked in.

"We came to check on you." Erwin explained.

I nodded my head and let out a breath of air. I closed my eyes and only open them when I felt a hand on mine. I smiled as I looked at Armin and squeezed his hand.

"So when is she getting to leave?" Armin asked softly.

"When she is fully healed.... I have a few more questions." Erwin said with a smile.

I set up and waited for him to ask me what he needed to know.

"Where is Reiner, Bertolt, and Ymir?" He asked calmly.

"Most likely Marley. It's a island near here." I explained.

"Why did they come here?"

"They wanted Eren.... or his titan." I said softly.

"The titan that controlled the other titans is he like Eren?"

"No.... He is stronger and more intelligent. His name is Zeke.... he is a titan shifter if that's what you want to know." I said softly.

"How do you know him?" Eren asked finally.

"When I was kidnapped.... he saved me. He took me to his home with the promise of returning me back to my family." I said softly.

"Why give you the ability to turn into a titan then?" Erwin asked confused.

"He thought I'd choose them..... that after being with them for so long I would give up on my family." I explained.

"What can you tell us about him?"

"He... He has blonde hair and a beard. He is kind.... sometimes, unless you disobey him. Then he is cruel. He has a twisted sense of humor... he enjoys causing pain. It's part of the training..... to be a titan. You have to be able to endure hours of torture without snapping..... you... have to watch it....." I said as I closed my eyes and gritted my teeth.

I felt a hand touch my shoulder and expected it to be Armin, but when I open my eyes it was Eren.

"I.... I hated it there.... everyday all I wanted was to be home in my mom's arms.... but... I couldn't because I ran away. I should of returned home the moment I made it through that wall." I said as tears streamed down my face.

Eren pulled me into a hug and I cried into his shoulder.

"Why did I stay? Why did I wait to go home?" I whispered as I cried in his shoulder.

"I'm sorry." Eren whispered as he hugged me tighter.

"I never wanted to betray you.... I never wanted to hurt any of you." I whispered in his shoulder.

I pulled away from him and heard a knock on the door. I watched as Levi and Hange walked into the room. I looked away and kept my eyes on my hands.

"We have those reports you needed." Hange said softly.

"Thank you. Rosie can I ask one more question?" Erwin asked calmly.

I nodded my head and he smiled softly.

"What did type of torture did Zeke inflict on the people who would become Titans?" He asked calmly.

"We.... we had to be able to handle broken bones...... hold our breath under water for a long period of time." I whispered.

"Anything else?"

"You don't have to continue answering." Armin whispered.

"No.... I want to. We had to watch as our friends we're beat....... we sometimes had to beat them ourselves..... if we couldn't.... they didn't stop at breaking our fingers." I said softly.

"Did they do anything-"

"That is enough!" Hange snapped.

I looked at her shocked as she glared at Erwin.

"You don't have to know all of this! This is just torturing her!" She yelled.

"No, this is torturing you two. You both haven't walked into this room once since she got back. I know because I have the nurses tell me everyone who has came in here. Every second you both are in your offices she is here torturing herself." Erwin snapped.

I felt pain in my stomach and held it as I tried to say something. I moved my hand to my stomach and quickly moved it away when I felt something wet. I looked down at my hand to see it was covered in blood.

"We need a nurse!" Armin yelled as he rushed to my side.

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