(Attack on titan) Sweet Revenge

Broken

I laid on the hospital bed and let out a sigh as the third nurse had come in to check on me. It had been two weeks since I had the blood and they still wouldn't tell me what had happen.

"How are you feeling?" A nurse asked walking into the room with a smile.

"Tired..... have you found out what happen yet?" I asked softly.

"Um..... we have." She said softly.

"Am I dying?"

"No.... but we... we think you might have been pregnant." She said softly.

"Might of been?"

"You lost the baby." She said softly.

"Thank you for telling me."

"We will have to tell your commanding officer." She said softly.

"Can you wait to tell Commander Erwin.... I would like to be the one to tell him." I said softly.

"Of course. Do you want us to locate the father for you?"

"No.... I'll tell him later.... just... please let me be alone." I whispered.

She shook her head and went to the door.

"If you need anything I'll be outside." She said as she walked out.

Pregnant.... could I actually of had a child in my womb? A child that was now gone.

I laid on my side and held my eyes closed as I fell asleep. After awhile I heard a knock on the door and set up.

"How do you feel?" Armin asked walking into the room.

"Sore..... how is everyone?" I asked softly.

"We where able to save Erwin from going to jail, but we can't find Kenny or his partner." Armin said softly.

"I'm sure you will." I said looking up at him.

He nodded his head and I leaned back on my bed and let out a sigh.

"How is Eren and Historia?" I asked calmly.

"They are good." He said looking away from me.

"Lier. Truth now." I said calmly.

"They are missing..... but we will find them." He said with a smile.

I went to sit up but felt pain in my stomach and groaned as I laid back down.

"I better be told everything that happens." I said calmly.

He nodded his head and sent me a smile before walking out of the room. I smiled softly as I laid on my side and fell asleep. When I woke up I saw that Erwin was in a chair beside my bed.

"They told me." He said softly.

"I told them to wait and let me tell you." I whispered.

"That isn't something you wait to tell your commanding officer..... or the father." He said as he leaned back in the chair.

I closed my eyes and looked away from him as he stared at me.

"Rosie.... talk to me." He whispered.

"About what? That I was pregnant and had a miscarriage? That they don't know what caused it! That I'll never be able to hold my child!" I snapped as I felt tears stream down my face.

I moved my hand to my mouth and felt a sob leave me as he moved onto the bed and wrapped his arm around me.

"I.... I killed our baby..." I whispered as he hugged me.

He knew he couldn't say anything to help me, so he just held me. After awhile I calmed down and he laid back against the bed running his fingers through my hair.

"I'm going to be taking you off the Regiment." Erwin said calmly.

"Why?" I asked shocked.

"I don't want you hurt. Our next mission is taking back Wall Maria and I want you as far away as possible." He whispered.

"I know how to harden my titan form. I can help Eren learn how to harden his form." I said softly.

"I don't care. I want you here... safe."

"Erwin-"

He cut me off by pressing his lips against mine in a gentle kiss. I slowly kissed back and felt him pull away.

"Damn it woman, don't you know by now that I can't lose you." He said as he pressed his forehead against mine.

"And We can't lose the wall..... we need it back and if we don't get it back we lose. Erwin you can't let your feelings get in the way.... I have to help Eren....I'm sorry." I whispered as I moved away from him.

He shook his head and stood up.

"Can I ask only one thing.... will you marry me?" He asked holding a ring out.

"You want me to marry you?"

"Yes... so I know... I at least have someone behind after I'm gone." He said calmly.

"Yes." I whispered as I shook my head.

He slipped it on my finger and I smiled softly as he kissed my forehead before walking out of the room. A week later I was allowed to leave and I met up with Erwin at the church and we had a quick wedding. I laid beside him on our shared bed and let out a sigh as I listened to him breath. I smiled softly and gently pressed a small kiss to his lips before falling back to sleep.

The next morning I made my way to the eating hall and smiled as I saw everyone was there. I set down beside Eren and he smiled at me.

"So your going to show me how to crystallize my titan." He said happily.

"It's actually really easy after you do it once." I said with a smile.

He shook his head and I leaned back and explained everything to him. After I was done I heard the door open and saw Erwin walk in with Hange and Levi. I froze up and saw Erwin smile at me before taking his seat. We hadn't told anyone that we were married yet and weren't going to until after this mission.

"We are going to take back Wall Maria in three days." Erwin said with a smile.

"Yes we are, your staying here. With only one arm you'll be titan food." Levi said annoyed.

"Good luck keeping him here. He is the most stubborn man alive." I said with a laugh.

"I'll break both his legs if I have to." Levi said glaring at him.

"Good luck with that. I don't think my wife would be happy with you doing that." Erwin said with a smile.

I spit out my drink and started coughing as everyone looked at Erwin shocked.

"I'm just messing with you all." He said calmly.

He sent me a wink and I rolled my eyes as I set back.

"Alright so... what did the doctor say? Why where you bleeding?" Eren asked looking at me softly.