Erwin

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I felt myself freeze as I heard Eren ask the question I was trying to forget about. What had happen to me?.... why had I started bleeding?

"I.... they.. they said that I...." I tried to say.

I closed my eyes and let out a breath.

"Are you dying?" Sasha asked with fear in her voice.

"No.... I'm not dying."

Even though I feel like I could.

"Eren does it really matter?" Armin asked calmly.

"I just want to make sure she isn't going to pass out from blood loss." Eren said softly.

"Don't worry Eren it won't happen again." Erwin said calmly.

I looked at my hands and felt them start to shake.

"Then why not tell us what happen?" Jean asked angrily.

"I need air." I whispered.

"Are you okay?" Connie asked softly.

I stood up and went to leave, but heard Eren voice and felt a arm grab me.

"Rosie, are you okay." He asked softly.

"Rosie?" Sasha asked sadly.

"I.... I was pregnant." I whispered as I started to shake.

"Was?" Connie asked.

"She lost the baby." Armin explained.

I felt Eren let go of me and I closed my eyes and let out a breath of air. I felt another hand grab me and I looked out of the corner of my eye to see Armin.

"Let's go outside." He whispered.

"No.... I'm fine.... just needed to breath." I said as I went to sit down.

"Are you sure?" He asked calmly.

"Yea.... um... I'm alright now... I just got surprised by the question." I said sitting down.

He nodded his head and set back don in his seat.

"Before you ask no it was not your fault Eren. The doctors said that.... it was a mixture of stress and fighting Reiner. My body healed me, but didn't heal the baby." I explained.

He nodded his head and I put my hands together above the table.

"I'm still sorry." He said softly.

"Don't be. If it is anyone's fault it's mine. I caused the stress, I fought Reiner. No one else did that. It was me." I said softly.

"And mine." Erwin said walking out of the room.

I watched him leave the room and I smiled sadly as I stood up and told Eren that we would start training this afternoon. I followed behind Erwin and made my way to his office.

"Erwin can I come in?" I asked softly.

"Yes." He said calmly.

I walked in to see him filling out some papers. I smiled softly as I walked towards him and set on his desk.

"I'm filling out papers." He said calmly.

"Do you really blame yourself?" I asked softly.

"Yes." He said softly.

"Erwin it isn't your fault. I'm the one who betrayed all of you.... I'm the one who put the stress on myself."

"And I'm the one who didn't think about how you could of gotten pregnant. If I had thought then the baby could of been saved." He said softly.

"Erwin look at me. Neither of us thought that I would get pregnant. We both tried to forget about that night for fear of ruining your reputation-"

"It wasn't about my reputation. It was that I didn't want to start caring for you..... not when I knew who you were." He said softly.

"Erwin..."

"You hated me and I knew it."

"Then why put me on your force?" I asked softly.

"I don't know... I just knew I wanted you on my team." He said looking up at me.

I looked at him softly and I leaned down and gently pecked his lips. I heard a knock on the door and pulled away from him and turned to look at the door.

"Come in!" Erwin said annoyed.

"Hope we aren't interrupting anything." Hange said with a smirk.

"No we were just talking about the mission. Rosie don't you have training with Eren?" Erwin asked with a smile.

"Yes, I'll talk to you later. Don't do anything stupid." I said as I left the room.

I made it to the field and smiled as I saw Eren.

"Alright transform." I said calmly.

I watched him transform and smiled as I talked him through the process. After awhile he got the hang of it and I told him that we would practice the next day. I left for my room and smiled as I passed my old room and went to Erwin's office. I went to knock only to see the door open. Erwin looked at me with a smile as he walked out and shut the door.

"Ready for bed?" He asked softly.

I nodded my head and he led me to our room. I let out a groan as I laid on the bed and he laid beside me. I snuggled into his chest and closed my eyes.

"Rosie can you do me a favor?" Erwin asked softly.

I nodded my head and smiled softly as he ran his fingers through my hair.

"If I don't make it..... don't have Levi use the titan injection on me..... I want to die with my soldier's." He said softly.

"I promise, I won't let him use it on you." I whispered as I snuggled into him.

I closed my eyes and fell asleep with him holding me. When I woke up the next day I smiled as I set up to see Erwin asleep. I smiled as I moved his hair out of his eyes and watched him sleep.

"Morning." Erwin whispered softly.

"Morning to you too. How did you sleep?" I asked with a smile.

"Good..... what about you?"

"The best sleep I've had in a long time." I said laying my head on his chest.

"Tomorrow... we leave for Wall Maria.... are you ready?" He asked softly.

"I'll never be ready..... please promise me you'll be as safe as you can." I whispered softly.

"I promise I'll do my best." He said as he pulled me down for a gentle kiss.

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