My Tyler

Chapter 15

Tylers back in his room, dr slade came over and tyler immediately went back to his room. It's funny, one minute it's like he's improved and started to get over his fear but the next he is hiding in his room crying.

I must find a way to help him before im sent home. I might never see tyler again. I'm sure this place will want me out as soon as possible. Shit. I've become so close to him. I just can't lose him. Tears start to fall. No we always fangirled what we were sad. He'll be by himself again. I've been set free and he hasn't.

I sit alone in my room playing vessel, the music, to tells how tyler feels, but he's still alive. I can't wait for their new music. Them being on hiatus has been, hard. It's been so long. Tyler. Josh. I need you.

My demons said I was gone too tyler. Maybe one day i'll kick them out too. One day they will let me go. I have to have hope that day will come. I can't let all my fighting go down the drain. Mum is gone, out. Hopefully......yeah.

And just like that, I am no longer suicidal. A wave of relief washes over me. It feels like I can breath again. I didn't realise that I was holding so much in. of course it could all return as soon as I see mother again. I feel like telling tyler, I feel good today. I skip to tylers door. Knocking I don't wait for an answer. I just skip in with my eyes closes, but when I open them the high I was on drops. Tylers crying. He banging his head against the wall. He's hurting himself. "Oh, tyler, no, no, don't do that." I say more to myself than him. I rush over to him. "Get up johnny boy, get up johnny boy, Get up 'cause the world has left you lying on the ground, You're my pride and joy, you're my pride and joy, Get up Johnny boy because we all need you now" that's what I sing him as I lift him up to his feet. That's the song for him today. Guess it's going on repeat. I take him to the window. He leans on me the whole way there. Instead of smashing the window I open it. Going first and showing tyler how to do it, I squeeze through the small opening to the outside world. Tylers eye go wide when he sees what i've just done and where I am. I'm outside. He scrumbles out the window. When i lands outside I grab him be the wrist and start running. The sun feels so good. I want to show him what it's like outside, what's it's like to be happy.

We find a large patch of grass not to far away. We lay down in the soft warm grass. It's around mid-day, so we both close our eyes and soak in the sun.

My guess is about half-an-hour before Dr Slade or Amber noticed we were missing and sent out a bunch of people after us. Why do I guess this. Well. we are currently surround be people is black gear yelling at us to get up. Their blocking the sun too. Regrettably I open my eyes. I see Dr Slade running up the hill. Tyler is already sitting up. I don't want to hear this right now. Why must people always ruin my good mood. I don't want to be shouted at anymore. I want to run away. Away from people. I'm not sure if tyler will follow or not but I slowly stand up, calmly walk over to one of the people andddddd make a break for it. Everyone turns to look at me run giving tyler a chance to do the same. We run in opposite ways, splitting the large group into two. But I know something that they don't. We are both heading towards the forest.

Running as hard as possible it dodge all the people grabs and tackles. Turning and weaving through all the hospital buildings. After a minute my lungs felt like they were about to fail on me but the a glimpse of tyler meters ahead of his catchers made me so thrilled I forgot about how my body feels. I run towards him. Down hill makes everything a lot easier. Soon I was side by side next to tyler. He's fast, faster than me so he takes the lead. I follow him, we're near the edge of the forest. We're nearly there. We're so close. Freedom.

I sudden force pulls me back. Into a young man's chest. His arms arm around me, trapping me. I let out a scream, no, NO, I WAS SO CLOSE. I can hear his panting as I try and fight him off. He kicks the backs of my knees forcing me to fall on my knees, then slams me to the ground.

"WINTER" tyler screams. Oh no he looked back. Tyler, keep going. But he doesn't instead he tries to come to my rescue. But the group of people have caught up now. He gets swamped. He too gets slammed to the ground. I want to die in this moment but when I look over to tyler's face, it's full of happiness and joy. He laughing.