My Tyler

Chapter 11

Another day has began, yay. Sarcasm. After yesterday, the cage seems to feel smaller and small, so small that I can't breath. That any breath could be my last. I play goner as it knows exactly l how I feel. I don't want to be in this cage. I AM WILLING TO DIE TO GET OUT OF IT. but I don't want to. I am a fighter, but I also have my own blurryface.

I let the music take me away. I don't want to be here anymore. If heaven could just be my soul listening to music, well, that what be my heaven.

I remember when I did kung fu, thats what helped me through my brother stuff, but after his death she took that away saying "well you don't need that anymore, your new job is the cooking," I remember when she took away music "now you'll listen to me" then when she took away my friend "now you have time to clean," then the other time "that's what you get for speaking to me with that face" the list could go on but the music interrupts my thoughts. House of gold started playing. I don't feel like praising my mum, thank you. I change the song. Sorry but not today.

The now normal knock arrives at my door. "Breakfast" but Amber doesn't come in. she broke the route ohhhhh 'little rebel' I say to myself with a smirk. I step out into the hall way to see amber with tyler. Breakfast together, using me to make sure he eats. Ill let this one go because Im happy to see tyler today. I want to forget my life so im going to only focus on twenty one pilots. I believe there is a computer hiden next to the music room. I must show tyler twenty one pilots videos and interviews.

I love watching the interviews, their so silly and play around in the funniest way. They accept the fact that their shipped and go along with it. It's the best.

The breakfast is the same as yesterday, we all eat it together, no fussing around. Tyler is in his normal mood. Amber is happy. And i'm ready to fangirl. Once we're done I grab tyler and rush him to the computer. Straight to youtube. And that was our day.