Just Go, Never Beg

#19

Lost Soul

I stay awake lying in bed, wondering so many things. The clock is ticking like a time bomb that is about to explode with no definite seconds left.

My mind, in the state of understanding and realizing, felt like a rocket in a distant sky falling in an abyss in an immeasurable deep.

I raised my hands trying to reach something that is not there.

Why am I starting to become crazy?

My mind again flew unto different paths. I couldn't put all my thoughts in one direction.

I couldn't put all words in a straight answer.

This feeling has put my sanity jumbled that even answering factual questions makes it so hard for me to speak correctly.

Why, above all, I am being like this?

I thought about the sky, I thought about the birds that fly so freely

I thought about the ocean and its fishes that swim in all their freedom and boundless time.

I forced myself to closed my eyes, shut my brain, and hold my thoughts.

Dreaming about peace and right decisions

Hoping for freedom.

April 15, 2018, 01:58AM