Austin and I have been traveling around Europe for a few weeks, and everything I see is as beautiful as I imagined it to be.
After our date he's been super busy as we haven't had time together since then.
I miss seeing him all the time. But tonight he said he doesn't have any meetings or anything, so we are going to just watch movies and cuddle. That's good enough for me as long as I get to be with him.
"I'm going to put in a movie." Austin said.
I came over to the couch and sat down with a blanket and my phone.
Austin came and sat with me and I cuddled into his side and pulled my camera up and caught him off guard but he was still cute.
"Oh that was a bad picture babe." He laughed.
"I love this picture." I said and posted it.
"I'm going to caption it 'movies and cuddles with this dude'." I laughed and posted it.
He shook his head and laughed.
"I missed you." I said and hugged his side tightly.
"I missed you too." He kissed the top of my head and wrapped his arms around me.
"Raven I feel like I don't know enough about you." Austin said looking me in the eyes and twirled my hair.
"What do you mean?" I asked laughing.
"I want to know everything about you're life." He said.
"Are you sure?" I asked biting my lip.
He nodded and pulled the blanket over us.
"Well, before I was in foster care I don't remember anything, but, every foster home I've been in were all abusive and shit and I'd always run away. When I was 12 Ashtons parents decided to just take me in since Ashton and I were best friends since like pre-K and they were the best parent like people ever. Then when I was about 14 I met this boy named Anthony he was 16. He always told me he loved me and I was his everything. Then when I was 17 he told me he was cheating on me through out our relationship and didn't really love me. I would do anything for him. Then when I turned 18 Ash and I decided it was time to start fresh and move away. So we moved to LA. Then I just wasn't able to find anyone because how broken I have been. But then I met you and you changed me." I said smiling at him and kissed him.
"Your so fucking cute." He groaned and snuggled into my neck.
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"There's a few more weeks until we can go to our homes. Then we can see each other more often, okay?" Austin said kissing my forehead.
"I know." I pouted and hugged him.
"Okay, I have to leave now." He lifted my head and gave me a kiss.
"Okay, bye." I said and watched him leave.
Every time he leaves I want to tell him I love him. But I don't want him to leave me or tell me he don't love me back.
"Wait Austin!" I ran up to him and wrapped my arms around him.
"I, uh, I love you." I whispered to him and squeezed my eyes shut.
I started to feel anxious since he didn't say anything for a while and didn't even move.
As I let go of him and wrapped his hands around my waist and lifted me and spun us around.
"I fucking love you too." He stopped spinning and smiled at me and kissed me.
"I've been waiting to tell you that for a while now. I just didn't think you loved me." Austin said smiling.
"Well, I do. And I have for a while." I said and grabbed his face and kissed him again.
"Okay, you have to go now." I said pushing him into the car.
"Well now I don't want to." He said pouting.
"Bye! I love you dork." I said. It felt so good to be able to say that.
"I love you too baby." I could see him smiling through his windshield.
