When we got to the house he picked me up bridal style and walked up to the front door and opened it.
He looked at me and kissed me.
I smiled into the kiss and so did he.
He walked up stairs and into the bedroom setting me on the bed and laid me on my back and hovered over me.
He connected or lips and his hand slid under my shirt and touched my skin making me shiver.
I grabbed the hem of his shirt and lifted it over his head and through it to the side and slid my hands down his chest.
He took my shirt off and kissed down my stomach until above the button of my pants and came back to my lips.
I wrapped my arms around his neck and tangled my fingers into his hair.
"Do you want to do this?" He whispered pulling away from the kiss and looked at me in the eyes.
"Yes." I whispered back and smiled.
He smiled and connected our lips again and began unbuttoning my pants.
I began to get nervous for him to see all of the scars on my thighs.
"Austin, wait." I I grabbed his hand out of panic.
He looked at me worriedly.
"What?"
"Promise you won't judge me." I whispered to him with my eyes closed.
He caressed my face and kissed me. "I would never."
I took a deep breathe and nodded.
He started pulling my pants down and then all the way off.
He just sat there and didn't say anything.
Tears rolled down my face and I covered my face.
"Hey, don't cry. You're still beautiful." Austin wiped my tears off my face.
He ran his fingers over my thighs and arms and stomach.
"Very beautiful." He smiled at me and kissed me.
He took his pants off and pulled the covers over us.
———
The next morning I heard the doorbell ring and some talking.
I got out of bed and went to go take a shower and get ready for today.
After my shower I did my hair and makeup and put on a grey Pink Floyd crop top and black skinny jeans, like always.
As I opened the door of the bathroom I jumped back. Austin was standing there smiling with a rose.
"Oh my god, Austin. You scared the shit out of me." I said and held my hand over my heart.
He laughed and wrapped his arms around my waist.
"I ordered some breakfast it's downstairs." He said and kissed my forehead and gave me the rose.
"Okay." I said and followed him downstairs.
When we got to the kitchen table it had pancakes and eggs and bacon.
We sat down and started eating.
"So, I have a concert tonight. Do you want to come? You don't have to I can find someone to keep you company or something." Austin said pulling his phone out.
"I'll go." I said.
"Okay great. And tomorrow I wanted to take you out to the beach or something." He said smiling at me.
"That sounds great Austin." I said excitedly.
———
"Good luck Austin." I gave him a smile and a thumbs up.
"Thank you Raven." He gave me a hug and ran out on stage.
Someone tapped me on my shoulder when Austin started singing.
"Hey." Someone said.
I turned around and seen a guy with dark hair.
"Uh, hi?" I said confusedly.
"I'm Josh." He said sticking his hand out for me to shake.
I shook his hand and looked out to the stage and Austin kept peeking over at me.
"I'm Raven. Are you Austin's friend?" I asked.
"Uh, yeah. I'm helping him out with his outfits and stuff."
"Oh, that's cool." I didn't really know what to do or say.
"You want to go have a smoke?" He asked.
"Uh, I guess real quick." I said and went out back with him to smoke.
——
After we smoked and talked we went back inside and I waved at Austin.
He smiled at me quickly and got back to singing.
"You're so pretty." Josh said reaching to touch my hair.
I backed away and looked at him weird. "Uh, thanks."
"Don't back away from me, I know you want me." He grabbed me by my wrist and my face tightly and pulled me into him.
"Stop-" I tried pushing him away but he smashed his slimy lips into mine.
I looked at the corner of my eye and seen Austin. He had a hurt look in his eyes.
I kept on trying to get away from him.
I seen Adam come up and pull the guy off and punch him in the face.
"Are you okay Raven." Coming over towards me.
"Yeah. He hurt my face and wrist though." I said rubbing my wrist.
"Yeah. He bruised ur face pretty good. I'll go get security to get his ass out of here." Adam said rubbing my shoulder.
I looked back at Austin and hoped he'd forgive me for this.
———
After Austin finished singing and said a little speech then hopped off the stage and didn't even look at me.
He went into his dressing room and locked it so I couldn't get in.
I sighed and went out into the car and waited for him to come out.
I feel really bad for what happened. Austin looked so hurt.
———
When he came out of the venue and into the car he still wouldn't look at me or talk.
When we pulled up at the house he turned the car off and just sat there with his eyes closed.
"How could you do that to me?" His voice was shaky.
"Austin, do you really think I wanted to do that?" I said.
"You wouldn't have done it if you didn't. You know you hurt me a lot. It was hard for me to perform the rest of the concert." He said as a tear slipped from his eye.
He quickly wiped it and took a deep breath.
"Austin, it wasn't my fault. I didn't want to kiss him, he-" I tried explaining but he started laughing.
"That's what my ex said." He said shaking his head and got out of the car and went inside.
I sat there in the car and cried.
