I'll always love you [h2ovanoss]

Chapter 3- The talk

A/N: The beginning is a filler of what's been going on for the past week (they started school on a Friday ikr weird lol) but yeah... I'm not gonna go into detail much and it's gonna be set up differently :)
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Saturday: The rest of BBS wanted to see what was wrong with their leader. After ditching school and not answering their calls, they were extremely worried. Thus, they're at Evans house. They knocked but no answer. They kept knocking, calling his name, banging on the windows, but Evan never came. Evan heard all of this but he didn't want to face them. He was still processing everything and wanted to be alone. The boys left, leaving Evan in a quiet house, deep in his thoughts. Jonathan was thinking too but no one cared for him. He thought of ending it all but he can't until he has told Evan and just hugged & kissed him one last time.

Sunday: It was the same damn thing. The boys would come, try to get Evan out, but he never came. It was the same with Jonathan as well except he tried to attempt suicide, failing miserably because of his lack of tying knots & using guns.

Monday-Thursday: Evan came to school looking depressed and tired. He didn't learn, pay attention, or be his goofy, cocky self. He simply was just over it, especially seeing Jonathan, in every period. Jonathan was the same. He lost that mysterious aura and now had a really sad and depressed one. They would look at each other but that's all. They never interacted.

Friday: Jonathan was sick of it. Sick of waiting for Evan to come around. So he did something. He pulled Evan aside despite his objections and his friends, he told Evan to meet him after school, in the woods by the lake, their lake.  (A/N: there's a lake that they use to go to when they were together)
Thus, Evan agreed because he too was tired of ignoring each other and making the torture last longer.

After school: Jonathan was there first. Perks of him being a monster, he didn't need to be in the school traffic. Soon enough, Evan got there and they both looked drained. With a sigh, Evan got out of his car and made his way towards Jonathan. He wanted to know what happen but he knows Jonathan won't say much. He kept it simple, not wanting to pressure Jonathan because if anything Jonathan should tell him either way but he was too nice.

"Why'd you come back Jonathan?" Evan had asked. It was simple, Jonathan missed Evan so that's what he told him, "I missed you..." Evan scoffed. "You missed me, well that says something right? No contact over the years and you show up and you have the nerve to tell me you missed me." "I'm sorry ok. You don't know what happened, you don't know anything. I WANTED to contact you but where I was I didn't have that privilege..." Jonathan replied. "And where exactly were you ? Because I'm pretty sure in the 21st century's, there's phones literally every where." Evan shot back.

Jonathan stayed quiet. He didn't know what to reply, he was scared of what's to come if he told him the truth. "I'm sorry Evy, I really am but I can't tell you where I was or what happened... just please give me another chance, I promise I won't leave. I missed your laugh, smile, running my fingers through your hair, the way your eyes shine when you do something good or you get something you want, I miss you. I miss the late night talks, I miss everything. Evy please just let me make it up to you" Jonathan was on the verged of tears. He wanted Evan back so much. He has no idea what he'll do in life if the one person he wants, needs, and loves leaves him.

It was Evan's turn to be quiet. He missed Jonathan as well but what if he just leaves again? He doesn't want another heartbreak. He's happy with Sydney, he has friends, but would he be happy if he let Jonathan in again? He was scared now. He finally was moving on and Jonathan comes back. He didn't know what to do or say, so he just looked off into the woods, not replying.

Jonathan took it as a no. Evan didn't want him back. Evan didn't want anything to do with him. He could see the battle in his eyes that's going on between his heart and mind and so far, his mind was winning. Jonathan sighed, bringing Evan out of thought. Jonathan walked up to Evan, he grabbed his shirt and kissed him. It was a slow, passionate kiss and Evan found himself kissing back and melting into it. When they finally let go, Jonathan whispered, "I understand... I love you Evan Fong and I always will. Goodbye, Evy-bear" and with that Jonathan walked off....
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I know it's not much of a talk but I tried to keep it more on the real side than fantasy. Like I didn't want it how the movies made it, where the person asked so many questions and pressures the other and then blah blah blah. I kept it how you would usually do it. I wrote it in a way where I would handle the situation or how I imagine it to go. But yeahhh..... cliffhanger ;)