I'll always love you [h2ovanoss]

Chapter 9- heartbroken

"It should be me Joe... it should've been me. But I'm a coward and I was afraid! I had years to go back and I never did.. I lost him forever" Jonathan said to Joe. It was a few days after Evan had announced his proposal to all of his fans. He was now sitting with Joe, talking about Evan and drowning in his own tears and sorrow. "Why did I have to run? Why did I have to leave behind the one person who was willing to fight for me and with me?! Why am I so stupid ?! I *sob* can't go on... it's over.. I *hic* lost him forever. I can't fix it , I can't go back, I just can't and it hurts so much!!!" Jonathan continues, crying his heart out. Joe sat there and listened to his best friend and watch how his heart broke every time he said something.

"Why ? Just why? Why did I have to be the one to get kidnapped ? Why did I have to be the most dangerous hybrid? Why did they choose me?! WHY ! All I wanted to do was love him and live a normal life!!! WHY ME?! I ... I'm done. I'm officially done." And with that Jonathan flew away, leaving Joe to worry about his best friend but give him space to think.
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A couple weeks later

Jonathan was no where to be found. He had went off the grid after he left Joe's house and no one has been able to find him. They can't go to the police because they aren't as important and can protect themselves because they're hybrids. But after a week or so, they lost all hope, thinking the worst about Jonathan but believing that he's fine because he is the most scariest and deadliest of them all.

Evan was going through his email to see what his fans have been sending or asking him. He was scrolling through, replying to some until one caught his eye. It was from "H2O delrious" it was the person who said it wasn't them although they were happy, Evan thought. He immediately clicked on it to see a long paragraph. The subject stated "I'm sorry". Evan began reading...

What the email said:
Sent: March 2nd 2027
Subject: I'm sorry
To: Vanossgaming
From: H2O delirious

Hey Evan. I'll tell you who I am at the end but I just wanted to say a few things before it comes to an end. First of all, I love you. Since we met, it was honestly love at first sight. You were my best-friend and soul mate. You found yourself someone new and I'm happy for you. But, I never truly got over you. Over the years since my first disappearance, you have kept me going because I wished to see you and love you like I never did. But the dangers of that is what cause my second disappearance. I left you there crying and I hate myself. I could have stayed and protected you and vice versa. But I didn't, because I'm a coward. Now after years, I've finally had the courage to talk to you and it's not even in person but through email. It's sad but I couldn't face you. I wouldn't have been able to come back. As I'm writing this I am sitting on a cliff, looking down at my phone while at the edge. Rough waters is below me and they're calling me. I've put you through so much pain and now I know how it feels. No torture or experiment I've went through could ever compare to the heartbreak I am feeling because you've moved on and are extremely happy. I really wish that were me but it's not and I have no reason to live. No one to love. No one who's there for me like your friends are. I have no one and it sucks. You have the dream life and I wish I was apart of that but I know I can never be. If you're wondering, I am in Canada. I've moved here after I left you and it's been hell. My life wasn't turning around despite making a few friends and having a job & apartment because you weren't in it. But it's fine. And after this, you'll never see or here from me again. I love you Evan Fong, my old best friend and the only one that was made for me.
      Don't dwell on me, even after I'm gone. Live your life the way you want to and forget about me & our past. Love you forever and always, Jonathan Denis <3

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yeet :)